How could I desire him to caress me this badly? To hold me and tell me ‘it’s okay’. What was happening to me?
Shifting back, I looked down at my laps, a hint of hesitation began to take over me. When he had supported me this much then he deserved to know why I was this agonized.
“Hey, you okay? Is there something… you want to speak?”
There were countless things I wanted to say but it was neither time nor the moment for it. In fact what could I possibly say when you are here already?
“Uh..”
I should tell him why I was feeling this way, that I was in a bad need of support. I never told Jared about it but I didn’t know why, my heart was convinced to share my regret with him.
“You must be thinking when I was mentally prepared for Father's death then why I was so devastated, right?”
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