“Do you think I am a toy you can use, say, whatever, whenever you want!?” On the verge of crying, she pushed me forcefully and lost my composure at the heartbreak I was unwillingly giving her, I broke too. “That is exactly why I don’t want you, Saafia!” Panting heavily, a miserable expression crept on my face. Holding her arm roughly, making her gasp in dread but I wanted her to know too. “Whatever YOU make me feel, forces me to go through, drives me insane too!” I whisper-yelled, pressing her body against mine. My lips began to shake, a weakness emerged in my eyes. I was defeated to the point my denial began to hurt me too. “W-What do you mean?” “Do you think I don’t notice how I behave with you? Do you think I don’t know? Do you think I don’t realize how I make you feel even if

