With a smile on my face my eyes begins to flutter open turning from my side to face up. I just had a dream, the first of its kind in the past how many dark days. Elijah and I sitting on the beach bathing his extremely pale skin under the sun to get him a tan. It was just hilarious, guess his skin is as hard as his head whining about how much he wants to f**k me than to go through the horror of tanning. Playing fair I roll sitting on him, thick fingers brush my hair aside pulling me down to him inches away from that piercing grey.
I love you princess.
My eyes open.
My heart heavy thinking of the man I love who I killed and if I will ever hear him say that to me or will it always be in a dream I hear those perfect words again. I just... WTF.
Looking down at myself, I'm still in the dress
