Chapter 6

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Next day. Matt p.o.v Imagine your crush being your brother's bride? How would you feel about that? No one really came to understand what was bothering me...it's like no one gives a f**k about me, everything is just Mark. I'm clearly sure my family prefers Mark to me. I have always been an aggressive and hot tempered guy while growing up since when i was eight years old because everyone always sees Mark as the smarter child and the one with the most business sense...why do you think my Dad didn't allow me to run the family business but made him. He thought I was just so careless and that I don't take things seriously...yeah he's right. I don't take things seriously. But they don't know they are the cause of me not taking things seriously the same goes for girls I don't take them seriously either. I'm the guy that get liked easily. I mean I'm a ladies man. Everyone wants to be Matt girl...I get more girls more than Mark...maybe because I'm more attractive than him...taller and more handsome than him. I haven't loved any girls in my life not even one, I grew up like that because no one ever took me serious, they always did for Mark. Mark stole Mia away from me...not his fault cause he didn't know I had eyes for her, I was broken deep down but no one knew, I am an unemotional person...I'm so hard to get to know. Like I said I'm very agressive and hot tempered. Not my fault! It is the fault of my family. Mark doesn't know he's the cause of why I'm broken, he's the cause of my problems. He stole Mia! Why didn't he not get any other girl..I hate seeing them together gosh! It breaks me more. Maybe he took her cause he loved her, yeah I don't love Mia yet but I want her as mine and not his! Not because I was jealous that everyone preferred Mark cause he was far way smarter than me Hell no! I want Mia...maybe if i actually took school seriously and go to Havaed we will definetly be rwogther but fate knows the best! f**k fate, i can change it, i mean i belive i can. I would have loved her..obviously? I was left shattered finding out my crush was going to be Mark's wife. Now you know how I feel now...if it was you how would you feel? Imagine them preferring your twin brother to you just because he was smarter?. Well I play basketball...I'm a basketball player. I have series of girlfriends like eight but my best out of them are just two. Trust me none of them are more beautiful than Mia! Mia is the most beautiful lady I've set my eyes on and it pains me to know she ain't mine but his. My best girlfriends are Olivia and Sam..I don't love them but I like them better. Every lady who sees me would just want me smash me straight up cause of how attractive I am..they always call me God damn handsome the first time they see me but I wonder why Mia didn't, I'm sure she must be admiring me and ogling at me in her inner self but she just doesn't want to show it or let me know...me and Mark look so much alike hell yeah but we can be identified cause of our features we have...I'm taller like I said...Mark is bigger than me yeah cause he gym's more than me..we both practically have the same body just that he has a bigger chest than me and I'm taller. And yeah I got tattoo's and him no...I have piercings and him no..lol..i'm a more badass than him...for sure! Don't get me wrong I don't hate Mark but I'm pissed he's the one that got her and not me....I wanted Mia, little did I know my crush was with my twin...nah I can't let that happen, I want her back, I want her to be by my side and not his.. I sighs If only she were mine. I was still lost in thinking and then my my mind got back to my girlfriends....all my girlfriends thought I only belonged to them...they didn't know I belonged to series of ladies...relationships sucks! That's one of the reasons I don't want to get married now, the temptation would be high if I don't love that lady...at least Mark loved Mia so their love relationship would last but guess what..I'm going to break their bond. I looked at myself confindently in the mirror while saying; Matt: Mia you only belong to one person which is definetly me. I left the room with my joggers and my black tank tops on, I just loved tank tops. I had tattoos on my left humerus going down to my chest which was a clock at the left part of my chest while a blue rose flowers on my humerus. I also had a tattoo on the back of my neck which was just a heart. After admiring my tatoos I left the room on my way downstairs to the kitchen not until I got a call from my cell phone. I brought out my latest iphone from my back pocket and looked at the caller, it was Olivia. I sighs while i take the call. "On the Phone". Matt: Hey babe...what's up. Oliver: got any plans today? Well I just want to spend today with you. Then I sighted Mia coming out from Mark's room, her present made my mind get away from me and Olivia conversation...I have to approach her hell yeah! I haven't approched in a week now, because of she has been avoiding me. She's definitely scared of me...I'm sure one of the reasons she has been be clingy to Mark was because of that...I can't just let Mia pass by..I had to do what I had to do. Matt: no I'll be busy Olivia, I have to go now bye. When Olivia was going to utter a word I immediately ended the call..then I put my phone back into my pocket and then hurriedly approached her. Mia p.o.v I was on my way downstairs for breakfast. Mark went downstairs before me, he would have waited, but I told him to leave and then I'll meet him soon...I mean he has been the one with me throughout yesterday in our room, he was there with me, he comforted me and I got better, he even made some jokes that made me to laugh, he's company got rid of the hurtness and tears caused by Mark's mum I feel the greatest relive in the whole world now all because of my husband! Thanks to him! Isn't he not the best man, he only had to eat twice a day that yesterday cause of I kept him, I couldn't keep him longer today morning cause he had to eat...my sweetheart, he has fully convinced me that he loves me so much. So I was on my way downstairs not until I sighted Matt who was walking swiftly to me, my heart pounced only because I knew what he was going to do to me, I hated it so badly! He was going to me push me against the wall, try to force himself on me and then start uttering useless words from his mouth! What a moron! I wonder how someone that beautiful and handsome can have this nasty character! Matt is so weird! I don't understand and get him at all. All what he has done to me just made me think of him as disrespectful man! He has no emotions at all, him seeing a married lady he's trying to force himself and then by me trying to tell him stop even to the point I started to cry he didn't still stop! My tears made no difference at all to him! He surely doesn't give a f**k about what I say! My true words doesn't go into his head when I tell him i'm not his arrgh!! He's so annoying...i'm almost this close in treating his f**k up if he does anything inappropriate to me. With me still thinking of all what I was saying in my head, I started walking fast too so he wouldn't get to me, jeez! I remember what he told me last week, he said he promised he would come back at me and in my head I was like "we will see". I meant I'm not gonna let that happen! I just had to walk fast to escape him. Hell no! He won, Matt pulled me from behind by my waist and pushed me to the wall, It wasn't new at all to me, I was expecting that to happen, what a molester. Immediately he did that I tried not to look at him so I took my eyes immediately from his face and started looking sideways, I noticed my heart beat got faster when he started roaming his hands through my body without saying any word, he's doing something innapropriate! Time to get crazy! When I was about to get crazy he started talking; Matt: Didn't you not see what I said, I told you I was gonna come back at you. I still didn't look at him. Matt: You have avoided my present...why Mia? His stupid question made me look at him in disgust, doesn't he not know why again? Mia: why? Don't you not know? Matt I'm a married woman! I'm taken by your brother and there's no f*****g thing you can do about it! Get it into your thick skull cause I love him! I'm in love with him! How won't I not aviod you when I belong to someone else and when you always act, and talk in an inappropriate manner. Matt: No Mia! You don't belong to Mark, you belong to me. I looked into his eyes and he does the same as well. Matt: You're very beautiful...if only you were mine. I sigh. Mia: Matt I have to go, let me go! What do you want from me?! Matt: I want your love. Mia: why? I'm married Matt! Matt: and so what? Couldn't you get a divorce? What an i***t. Mia: No I can't! Matt: Why? Mia: because I love Mark, I love Mark so much, I love him more than anything in this world. I saw how he frowned at my words, he always does that when I say something like that, he's frown brought me relive. Matt: Don't say that Mia, you're mine. I sigh again. Mia: Matt! You are Mark's twin...how could you say that? Matt: Cause I want you! I want you Mia! I roll my eyes at him. Mia: Well I don't want you now get out! I have to go! Matt: you have to push me, push me Mia. He pulls me closer and our eyes met again. Matt is so handsome even I i hate to admit so. Matt: You will have to push me first Mia because I see love in your eyes. What did he just say? Did he say he sees love in my eyes for him, he's kidding! I don't even like him a bit talk less of love, I only admire how good looking he is and that's all. Mia: Love? Did you just say love? Matt: Yes I did...the two of are meant for each other. You see he's saying something useless. I got tired so I just had to tell this dude to get away from me. Mia: Get away from me Matt, I have to go. Matt: why do you always act like you don't like me being around you. I roll my eyes and chuckle. Mia: That's cause I don't, get your hands off me now! Matt: No I wouldn't, I want you as mine. I sigh in tiredness of him saying the same word all over again. Mia: Never! Matt gazes at me for a while and grabs my neck gently making my face closer to his. It's like he wanted to kiss me. Hell no! I'm not gonna let that happen again. Mia: What! What now! Let go Matt! Matt: I said I wouldn't, don't just move okay? I just want to try something. Mia: what the hell are you talking about. Matt: Shhh...just allow me Mia, I'll let you go if you just let me do what I want to do. Mia: no! You ain't doing anything. Matt hit his knuckles against the wall in anger, I could see the furiousness in his eyes. Jeez he gets so angry if he doesn't get what he wants from someone. Matt: Why! Just allow me now Mia! Why are you this stubborn?! He wouldn't listen to me, my words and pleads don't make a difference, even if it doesn't I wouldn't still abide to his rules. I had in my mind to push him away but no...I've tried that series of time and nothing seems to happen because he doesn't still end up moving away. Our eyes met again and this time we started staring deep into each other's eyes, I could feel tears dripping down my cheek and then I could see a displeased facial expression on his face. Matt removed his hands from my neck and then used those hands to pull my chin, bringing his face closer to mine. I bit my lower lips out of nervousness, this molester wouldn't get off me. Mia: I'll scream if you do anything stupid. It's like my words were just useless, there were just futile because he started laughing out loud like a maniac...what the hell is funny now. I went further trying to threaten him in order to make him in not doing anything to me. Mia: I'll tell Mark what you're doing to me, I'll let him know what kind of a wicked twin you are! Not only Mark but your whole family. I'm sure he got tensed by my word, but now I couldn't just read his face...he wasn't showing any emotion at all...it is hard to read him to this point, it's like he didn't even hear me or it's either he doesn't even care....but why wouldn't he care? Isn't he not afraid of what Mark and his family will do if they find him always forcing himself on me...I needed to know! He's freaking so hard to get to know. Matt wanted to say something so I kept quiet to hear his response. Matt: And you think they would belive you? Hell no Mia they can never trust a random middle class lady over their son, they know I don't chase women but they chase me, you think their gonna listen, Mia they will think you're capping, no one would belive you. How would they believe someone who they don't even like...no Mia they wouldn't. They already think you're a shame to this family and yeah maybe you are...who knows if my mother is planning to send you out...poor Mia you have no idea what is coming your way. Not even Mark could save you..the only one who could save you Is me, only me...I can protect you Mia and save you from all of them all you just have to do is to say the word and I'll be at your company. Matt words made me feel bad about myself, I felt like an outcast now, I've had enough! I need to know th me truth! Mark lied to me and tricked me that his family loved me mean while they never, I have to confront my feelings to Mark now, I feel useless now...tears was still dripping down my cheeks more cause of what Matt said to me, Mark can save me and not him! Mia: No...I know your mother doesn't like me but Mark will save and he will protect me now go. Matt: What's wrong? Why are you suddenly crying...this tears are little...you are soon going to cry more cause you don't belong here, the only place you belong to is in my arms, they hate you Mia...I know how you're feeling like Mia, you feel like an outcast right? That's exactly how I feel...he's right but he mustn't know. I can't let him know anything about me if not he might just end up using it against me. Matt: Right? I still didn't respond back. Matt: right? You feel that way don't you? I take my eyes off me with tears still rolling down my cheeks without saying anything. Matt: Answer me Mia! You do right! He shouts at the top of his voice while he grabs my chin. Then I nodded.. Mia: Yes that's how I feel... I softly speak. He became pleased by hearing my response. Matt: They have also made me feel like that too, so many times since when I was a little boy, they have never given a f**k about me..my family are greedy! They can do anything for money and just to maintain their stupid reputation! When I wanted love and kisses they never gave it to me, they left me all by myself...they always preferred Mark to me just cause he was smarter. He sighs. Matt: you have no idea how much they have hurt me and none of them are aware of that. Does this i***t expect me to believe all what he said, hell no. All his words are just lies. Mia: do you think I'll believe you? I don't believe anything that comes out of your mouth! Matt: I'm not a liar Mia, everything I've told you since day one is the truth. I tell my complete emotions to someone. I'm not fake Mia, when I say I'm going to destroy you and Mark relationship I'm clearly going to do that. What's the point of telling lies if the truth would reveal itself one day. Mia: And what's the point of destroying me and Mark relationship when I don't feel nothing for you! Tell me what's the point? My words made him stay silent for a while. Matt: right...what's the point? The point is that I'll finally have you to myself! Got that! He Shouts. Mia: And do you think I'll let that happen! Dude you call your family greedy well you are greedy like them too! You are even more greedy than them! You are selfish, arrogant and wicked! You want everything to go your way and that's greed! You only care about how you feel! You talk about your parents but you are just like them! There is no difference Okay! I shout back. I'm sure my words entered deep into his soul,he kept silent again and this time he kept a sorry face. He let go of me and I sigh in relive. Matt: You're right I'm selfish! I'm greedy, arrogant and wicked but they made me be like them! All of them did Mia! I shook my head in disgust. Mia: Stop blaming your parents for your mistakes! Matt: it's not my mistake Mia it's them! Believe me when I say they are responsible for what I am today anyways I know you wouldn't believe me. I glare at him. Mia: what are you still waiting for? Leave! Get out! Just think about your life! Think about the stupid life you're living! Do that Matt! Can you do that? Matt grabbed my neck again. Matt: I'm not still going to change Mia... He whispers that to me. Matt: Good bye. He then gives me a quick peck on my lips as i growl at him and hardly wipe it off with the back of my hands as he chuckles. Matt: I'll never. Suddenly we both start to hear Mark calling out my name. Our eyes met again and this time Matt smiled at me for a while and left. Why did he smile at me? What was the purpose of that smile?
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