-POV Derby I didn’t go to his place on Thursday night. I told myself it was dignity. Smarts. Self-preservation. But the truth was uglier: I was terrified of how badly I still wanted him. All weekend my body betrayed me. Every time I closed my eyes, I felt him — thick, deep, stretching me open while he pinned my wrists and watched my face like he owned every moan I made. I touched myself twice in the shower, biting my lip so hard it bled, but it wasn’t enough. Nothing was enough. By Monday I was wrecked. Then the email came. Private Strategy Discussion – 8 PM – My office (private entrance) I stared at it for ten seconds. Then I typed: I’ll be there. I hated myself the second I hit send. At 7:55 PM I stepped into his office. Jordan was waiting — jacket gone, sleeves rolled up, ey

