“Thank you, Linda.” I said it out loud so she would hear that I was at least as sarcastic when dad went tired into the kitchen and picked up Levi who was sitting on the floor, how I envied my brother right now, I felt like the unwelcome stepsister where I stood in the hall and watched them, we were both his children, but it felt like I was just a problem for him. “Come in, sit down.” He did not ask and looked firmly at me as I walked slowly to the table and sat down quietly, I was not cocky this time, just uncomfortable. He sat down at the table with Levi in his lap, he smiled at me, and I gave him a faint smile back, the only thing I could do right now. “Are you going back to the farm again?” Dad sounded really tired now when I shrugged, I knew nothing, only that I had to stop

