I lay staring at the machine behind me with the heart sounds of Lilly in front of me as I lay in the emergency room with straps over my stomach and a blanket over my legs as they pulled up my dress and I had a thing on my finger that I was not allowed to touch and a needle in the hand that I did not even react to when they put in.
I hated being here, every second of being here made me want to crawl out of my skin. by everyone who moved and was heard, I did not even have my phone now and I looked bored up on the ceiling, no one had said anything yet, but I could lie down without screaming in pain now which was the only thing that was good right now.
I just wanted Grant to be here, that was all. I did not want anything more than to see him, as I took a deep breath a couple of times and clo
