Sophia had sent me his room number and I was just staring at it. the door. It was quiet, just some drunks that was talking further away and I was pressing my forehead against the steering wheel. I wanted so much to just go inside and tell him that I forgave him and that we should just start over. That’s all. Just start from scratch and …. he still wouldn’t know about Jonah, about what happened…. f**k…. I was banging my head the softest when the door open, and I saw him. Buck.
He looked downed and depressed just like Sophia had told me making me feel worse, he didn’t have the same spark in his eyes and confidence in his steps when he was going out for his truck that was parked just two cars from mine when he looked up from his boots and our eyes met.
I didn’t move, not a second when he wa
