I was sitting in my car. Feeling like s**t when I had seen the blue sportscar. so, he was home, and he just didn’t want to see me, like the asshole he was…. f*****g bastard making me fall for him and then just pull the rug underneath my feet, like I never mattered when I know I did. I took out my phone and made a deep sigh. I couldn't believe I was doing this, I really didn’t, but I was desperate. too desperate to say no when I pushed James number on my phone and called him, I had seen him earlier today and he seemed happy, he really did when the call connected and I cleared my throat, not wanting him hearing me crying over the neighbor that never loved me. “Andrea, hey what’s up? “He sounded cherry as hell making me feel sick, he was probably doing something better then just crying in

