I was staring at my bank account. feeling like a freaking loser again. 9 dollar and three cents. f**k! I made a small sound of frustration when the man to my left made a face of me acting crazy that I just sneered at on the bus, well yeah sure I was f*****g crazy! broke and crazy knowing that Jonah was going to make me pay, that cold hearted asshole! He knew that I was going to have nothing left and still he was making me do it!
I wanted to save to get my own place, get away from James’s house, not that I didn’t love living there… I did…. It was just hard, for me and for James when he had feelings and I didn’t…. f**k… I looked up the window, the sun was out, and I was heading to work, seeing that was the only fun thing to do these days, trying to get money to pay back Jonah, he had alread
