He had been gone for too long.
He had.
I hated that the windows where boarded up when I was looking out the small springs, just staring into the yard that was a mess, everything was when I had Kira sitting on the floor with her glowing barbie dolls, yeah they f*****g glowed in the dark and she wasn’t playing with them but rather just watching me sensing something was wrong when I was on f*****g edge, waiting every second for Buck to come back or… something! I don’t know when I was pacing all the windows in the living room, I wanted to run to every room, but I knew that would just make Kira cry seeing that we just had lighted candles and she was afraid of the dark like every other normal two and half years old was.
“Where the f**k are you James?!” I whispered it to myself when a sound fr
