I just stared down at the meatloaf, I mean, I had done this a hundred times, but I wanted it to be perfect when I was the first one back and was still mashing the potatoes and turned down the heat on the gravy, I wanted everything to be perfect. I was really just a burden to James I realized, I ate his food, I lived here for almost nothing and he gave me vacation when I just got back from being on sick leave. He was the best boss and friend in the world. Checking my phone, nothing new on Jonah’s story made me feel just as relieved as I was sad, I didn’t want to see him with other girls, drinking and just doing whatever the hell he was doing, but I did miss seeing his face, hearing his voice, it just sucked. I was just stirring the pans when I heard the sound of someone coming up the sta

