“He is high Andrea.” Tom just said that and looked sad, his kind eyes being on me, and I wanted to puke again, what?! No!? Was he?! I just stared at Tom when he nodded defeated when I didn’t understand, Jonah was what, on f*****g drugs!?
“He told me that he pushed them, never that he did them….” My voice was small when the exchanged looks again making me want to just dig a deep enough hole for me to disappear into and never come back again, Jonah was a f*****g addict.
“He did just push them… at first… and then… well just a few months before you moved in, he had a rough patch, school wasn’t going that great and… well f**k Andrea… we didn’t know about it either, not until we started to see what the f**k he did to you, he didn’t used to be like this, not even to the girls he had… deals with
