“I’m a drug dealer.” He was looking like he was about to puke right there on the carpet not even wanting to look me in the eye anymore when my eyes just got wide from the shock of what he had told me, what!? I just stood there, not being able to speak. He. Was. A. f*****g. Drug dealer. “What?” I sounded dead again, did he just seriously tell me that he was a f*****g drug dealer, what the f**k was up with that?! “You heard me. “He looked up now looking more like he wasn’t going to say sorry for it or even be ashamed, Jonah was a drug dealer, had been all along. Motherfucker. I didn’t answer him, this was not like when he told me that he was nineteen, it was bad enough and now this, I always knew that he was doing some shady s**t, but I was stupid enough to believe that it was something

