I was crying so hard when I saw the car that was driving away and just stood there, not caring about the money that was blowing around in the wind around me, holding me own arms so tight that I think that I was losing my breath.
Get a f*****g grip Andrea… just get a f*****g grip! My fingers trembling when I was making hard sniffles and bent over and just started to pick up the bills, this was f*****g humiliating but what choice did I have? I need his f*****g money just like I always did…. f**k….
My cold fingers reaching out for the last one when I heard a car coming up and looked up, my face was destroyed by tears, and I wanted to die where I was kneeled over in the cold snow and just grabbing after money that I didn’t even want.
My heart going fast against my chest thinking that it was
