f**k I was tired. Kira had been crying all night, all f*****g night and I was spent when the doorbell was being hit hard making every bone in my body start to boil with f*****g anger, who the f**k was pounding on my door when I just got her to sleep, did they know how f*****g long I worked to get her to do that?? I was storming my hallway ready to take f*****g heads when I opened up losing it all seeing that it was Jonah. He looked slightly out of breath, like he had been running over, leaning towards the door with determined eyes and just like he was on his own warpath dressed in like I was used to see him. hoodie, trainers and a west, because f*****g winter that’s why. I don’t know if it was that I hadn’t seen him, hadn’t heard from him or that I just f*****g loved him so much when I

