After dinner, I spend the evening in the living room watching TV. I might be exhausted and sleepy, but I don't want to go to bed. I didn't think things through when I said yes to spend the weekend with Jason. I know he won’t force me to have s*x with him, but he might want to make out. It's not like I’ve never made out before. I have, but I’m worried Jason won’t like my body when he sees it. He’s been with a lot of women, so he’s definitely seen a lot of beautiful women’s bodies over the years. I don't think he’s going to like my body. My plan is to stay in the living room until he goes to bed. I can't run away from him forever, but until I feel more confident I intend to.
Jason already tried asking me to bed, but I told him I wanted to finish the show I was watching before I joined him.
