Here i will stay, and stay with you i will

a dead girl's love(izumi's part)

WARNING: THIS IS MADE FOR SWEET ROMANCE IT CONTAINS, MYSTERY,SWEETNESS, ABUSE, TWISTED AND SPIRITUAL IF YOU DO NOT LIKE PLEASE CLICK OFF NOW!!

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part two: unknown caller...

I stared out the window while my roommate babbled on about her new boyfriend. I rolled my eyes in disgust ‘boyfriends are so overrated’ i thought to myself, thinking back to the first time i actually had a crush but i was six, that’s a huge difference! I’m 23(112) now living with the weirdest roommate/friend ever.

“Ahem” Lacey cleared her throat.

I glanced over, Lacey was giving me the scariest death glare ever. I sighed and chuckled. ’if only looks could kill’

“Are you even listening!?” Lacey said, then throwing a pillow.

I wasn’t gonna lie to her so I awkwardly sat up and coolly said, ”No, sorry Lacey. I’ve had my mind somewhere else today..” I felt guilty and upset that I totally didn’t pay attention, she lost me at ‘new boyfriend’. Lacey scoffed and threw another pillow but this time I fell.

“Are you thinking about a guy~” Lacey said giggling.

“Ew! You know I don’t take interest in dating! Guys are gross” I mimicked a gagging noise.

“Logan isn’t like that, he's sweet and he-” Lacey babbled on again and i just zoned her out at this point. 

I picked up my phone and I  apparently missed a call from an unknown number. Well now I'm not those people that go ‘I don’t pick up the phone if I don't know who it is!’ If i missed a call then i try to be a nice person and call back. I dial the number, it seemed to have rung for an hour because Lacey had already left for her date. I sigh and hang up, "ghost call” Great now I'm talking to myself like a lunatic, the unknown number called again. I answer, a cold silence is over the phone for what seemed like forever then I hear a sob and breathing. It’s a guy!? I hear a trembling “h-hello” come from the other line, I gasp and quickly try to respond.

I open my mouth to speak and nothing comes out but a silent “who is this”. The voice seemed happier now, ”oh my gosh I’ve been calling almost everyone for help but no one could hear me!”

“Well i could try to help, can you tell me your name and what is your problem?” I asked him trying to sound calm and collected.

“My name is Dean. My problem is that I've been looking for an Izumi because i wanted to know if she was really dead. It's been 23 years since she died” He sighed.

I gasped, no one else knew that I was dead”i-i’m izumi”

It sounded like he dropped the phone and started sobbing “Izumi!! Are you really dead!?” he yelled. I got a slight chuckle stuck in my throat, ”yes i am Dean, long time no see” I said with a smirk. Dean laughed and asked if we could meet up. ”Sure what time and what day and what place?” I said so nonchalantly not even caring about the plans that I had scheduled for tomorrow. Long after the call I didn't eat, I just fell asleep. I heard whispers and giggles, I started to grind my teeth in my sleep and kicked at the bed. The whispers got louder and I woke up at 6:01 am.

I sat up, looked at the clock and groaned when I saw the time. I laid down again, putting the covers over my face to see if it would help. It didn’t. I rolled over and saw my daughter Lillian had snuck into my bed.  She was sleep walking again… I feel bad that she has those nightmares….

At the same time I hear my youngest--- Danielle--- cry. I get up and get her. As soon as she knew she was in my arms she fell asleep, I set her down and went back to Lillian. I look at the clock again. 8:01...i groaned again and opened my laptop. I looked at some of my old drafts of a song I was making. “Horrible.” I muttered to myself. Lacey came in. She was smiling brightly and she lightly waved at me. I waved back, not really caring. I made a new page on my laptop, plugged in my headphones, listened to music, and started typing a new song. I was a songwriter, and a director for several movies. Lacey had then left for her class. I still can’t believe I’m older than her….

I look at the time and I look at my clothes. I still had my work clothes on from two days ago. Lillian was twelve...she had woken up and came to hug me.

“Good morning mama…” Lillian was so sweet.

I smiled “Good morning my sweet angel’

“I’m gonna go get Danielle and Jacob, I’ll make us breakfast, you need to take a shower you really smell” Lillian then chuckled and walked to her bedroom to wake up the others and get in her Sunday dress.

“So responsible...for a twelve year old…” I closed my laptop, stood up and stretched.

I went to take a shower and relaxed for a while. After eating breakfast with my kids I asked Max(my brother) to babysit while I went out to meet an old friend. Max didn’t talk much but he did nod at me. I smiled and went upstairs to change. I changed into my floral rose dress and got my white gloves then left.

I walked over to the Green Parallel Park and saw Dean. He looked as well as ever. Dean stood up from the water fountain and kissed my hand. I blushed and looked away. He then stood up and offered me a rose. He still knew roses were my favorite. I smiled and braid the rose into my hair. We talked for a while and the park people released the butterflies. I stood in amazement and kind of hoping to see a blue monarch butterfly. Dean then took a picture of me, I asked him why and he said there were the blue monarch butterflies on my dress, rose, and on my shoulder.

(I am going to time skip)

Me and Dean had been dating now for a couple of months, he always did such sweet things for me and I returned the favor by getting him stuff, introducing him to my kids. Doing as much as I could. Today I was gonna finally sing out my song. I had felt so dizzy, I was always afraid of singing on stage. But Dean had helped me overcome that fear. After the concert everyone did applaud. I still felt stressed because then...i had to go back to Val… my boss….

AND WE WILL LEAVE A CLIFFHANGER :P