CHAPTER 5
Madison's POV
The knock on my door came sharp and sudden, cutting through the silence of my apartment like a blade. For a second, my chest tightened. I froze, staring at the door as if it might explain itself.
Nobody usually came over this late. The building was quiet, almost too quiet, and I could hear my own breath echoing in the stillness. My mind went racing…Dalton? No, impossible. A stranger? Worse.
I took one step closer, my socks brushing against the floor. “Who is it?” My voice cracked, softer than I meant.
There was a pause, then a familiar voice: “Madison? It’s me. Ellie.”
Relief rushed through me so fast I almost laughed. I unlocked the door and pulled it open.
Ellie stood there with her hair pulled into a messy bun, still in her café apron, holding something in her hand. “You forgot this.”
I blinked at the leather-bound journal she was holding out to me. My journal. The one I always carried, the one that had way too much of me inside it.
“Oh my God,” I breathed, grabbing it quickly. “Where did you find this?”
“You left it on the counter by the sugar station. I was wiping down after close and saw it.” She gave me a teasing smile. “Seriously, Mads. You of all people leaving this behind? I thought you’d rather lose a kidney.”
I pressed the journal to my chest, trying to keep my face calm, but my stomach twisted. If anyone had opened it—if anyone had seen the pages where I scribbled Dalton’s name, where I poured my questions and half-formed feelings it would be over.
“I can’t believe I was so careless,” I said, shaking my head. “Thank you. Really. You have no idea.”
Ellie leaned against the doorframe like she wasn’t in a rush to leave. Her eyes drifted past me into my apartment, casual but curious. That’s when I remembered the laptop on my coffee table, screen still lit, full of Dalton searches. His company. His interviews. His photos.
I shifted my body just enough to block the view. “Want to come in? Or are you tired?”
She tilted her head. “Maybe just for a minute. My brain’s buzzing from coffee fumes.”
Before I could answer, she stepped inside. My pulse quickened.
Ellie looked around the room, casual but sharp-eyed the way she always was. She’d seen my apartment a hundred times, but right now it felt exposed, like every little detail might betray me.
Her gaze landed near the coffee table. “Oh, you’re still up working?”
“Sort of,” I said too quickly. I moved toward the laptop and snapped it shut, the sound too loud in the quiet room. “Just… nothing important.”
Ellie raised her brows, but she didn’t press. Instead, she flopped onto the couch. “You always say that when it’s something important. You’re like a secret agent with your thoughts.”
I forced a laugh, setting the laptop aside. “Trust me, my life is way too boring for spy work.”
“Mm-hmm.” She narrowed her eyes playfully. “I bet if I opened that laptop right now, I’d find the truth.”
For one horrible second, I thought she might actually reach for it. But she only leaned back, stretching her legs across the cushions.
I sat across from her, clutching the journal in my lap. “Well, thanks again for bringing this. If anyone else had found it…”
“Relax,” she said, smiling softer now. “It’s safe. I didn’t peek.”
I studied her face. She meant it. But the weight of the secret inside those pages pressed harder against me.
“You know,” Ellie went on, “sometimes I wish you’d let people in a little more. You carry so much in your head. It’s like you’re always fighting invisible battles.”
Her words hit closer than she knew. I forced a small smile. “Maybe I like mystery.”
She chuckled. “Or maybe you’re hiding a love affair with a billionaire.”
The laugh stuck in my throat. I coughed to cover it, hoping my cheeks weren’t as red as they felt. “In my dreams, maybe.”
Ellie smirked, clearly satisfied with making me flustered. She stretched again, then stood. “Okay, I should go. Early shift tomorrow.”
I walked her to the door, grateful the moment was ending. But just before she stepped out, she turned and looked at me with that knowing gaze again. “Whatever you’re working on, Madison… just be careful, okay?”
Something in her tone made me pause. Did she know more than she was letting on? Or was she just guessing, like she always did?
“I will,” I said finally.
When the door closed, I stood there in silence, clutching the journal like it might vanish. My heart still thumped too fast.
By the time I crawled into bed, exhaustion pulled at me, but sleep didn’t come easy. Every sound outside made me jump, and every thought circled back to Dalton. To Ellie’s words. To the terrifying possibility of being found out.
The morning light dragged me awake before I was ready. I rolled out of bed with a groan, my hair a tangled mess, and stumbled into the kitchen.
Matcha. I needed matcha.
The routine was muscle memory. Scoop, whisk, pour. As I stood there stirring, the memory of last night replayed. Ellie’s knock. Her voice. The journal pressed against my chest.
I squeezed my eyes shut and shook my head. “Stop,” I muttered to myself.
But the images kept flashing. My laptop glowing with Dalton’s name. The almost-slip in front of Ellie.
I let out a sharp scream, muffled against my hands, just to get it out of my system. The sound bounced around the apartment, ridiculous and necessary.
Then I laughed, shaky but real. “Okay. Enough. Get ready. Pilates. Focus.”
After changing into leggings and tying my hair back, I grabbed my mat and headed out.
The studio smelled faintly of eucalyptus, soft music humming in the background. I settled onto my mat, trying to let the stretches pull me away from my thoughts.
Breathe in. Hold. Breathe out.
But even as I moved through the poses, my mind betrayed me. Dalton’s face. His voice in interviews. The way his presence seemed to invade everything.
I tried to push it away, grounding myself in the rhythm of movement. This was supposed to be my escape, my clarity.
“Focus, Madison,” I whispered under my breath.
The instructor glanced over with a curious smile, but I pretended not to notice.
By the time class ended, sweat dampened my skin and my muscles trembled, but I felt lighter. Not free, but lighter.
Walking home, I promised myself: one step at a time. No more mistakes. No more close calls like last night.
But deep down, I knew it wasn’t that simple. Not when Dalton Blackwood was still the storm at the center of everything.
And not when part of me didn’t want to let go.
When I got home after Pilates, I showered, dressed, and hurried to work. The office was already buzzing, voices overlapping, phones ringing. I barely set my bag down before Jenna leaned over my desk.
“Mr. Carter’s asking for you.”
My stomach dropped. I walked to his office, knocked, and stepped inside.
“Madison,” he said, sliding a thick file toward me. “This is tied to Dalton Hale’s company. You’ll coordinate with his secretary, Liam. Be careful, and be efficient.”
Dalton Hale. Just hearing his name made my heart lurch. Still, I nodded quickly. “Yes, sir.”
Back at my desk, I placed the file down carefully. Jenna smirked. “Look at you, moving up in the world.” Chris chuckled from across the aisle. “Or maybe Dalton noticed you.”
“Funny,” I muttered, flipping open the file to hide my burning face. Inside were contracts, sticky notes, and Liam’s name written over and over.
At lunch, I called Ellie.
“They put me on a project with Dalton Hale’s company,” I blurted.
Silence, then her delighted laugh. “No way. Madison, that’s amazing.”
“It’s terrifying,” I hissed. “What if I mess this up?”
“You won’t,” she said firmly. “You’re smarter than you think. Just breathe.”
Her faith calmed me enough to push forward. Back at my desk, I highlighted deadlines, scribbled notes, then reached a section marked: Clarify with Liam.
I copied the number down and dialed. My hands were sweaty, my pulse wild.
“Hello?”
I froze. The voice was deep, smooth, unmistakable. Not Liam.
Dalton Hale.
“Uh…hi,” I stammered. “This is Madison from Carter & Co. I was trying to reach your assistant. I must’ve dialed the wrong number”
“Madison?” he cut in.
My knees nearly gave out. He remembered my name.
“Yes,” I whispered. “I’m so sorry. I’ll hang up”
“Wait.” His voice was calm but firm.
I froze, the phone pressed tight to my ear.
“You’re working on Carter’s files,” he said, not a question but a statement.
I swallowed. “Yes, sir. I was supposed to speak with Liam, but—”
“But you got me instead.” His tone was unreadable, sharp enough to pin me in place.
“Yes,” I whispered again.
A long silence filled the line. I pictured him in some sleek office, eyes narrowed, calculating.
Finally, he said, “Then tell me what you needed.”
My breath caught. This wasn’t supposed to happen.