Meanwhile even though we just discovered we got the a cool super power I stood there just shaking and crying still while my sister and brother both looked at me with the saddest looks on their faces and said I'm so sorry and hugged me. Like I told them it's just Ash being Ash and however Ash was our ride home so now we are stuck their so we stood their and brainstormed on who would be good choice to call so we called our oldest brother Nathan to come get us since Ash just left us all stranded in Ludel i mean well we could just transport but then that would ruin moms surprise and lucky our brother loves us so he was on his way. While Nathan was on his way Ryan just gave me a sadder look than he already had and he asked if Ash was ever nice to me? Like I told him back in high school when I first met Ash he was so sweet I just loved talking to him, I could talk to him about anything and he was so thoughtful. The best part of my day was talking to Ash. Ryan then asked me what made it all change? So I continued on about how I was also once friends with Ash's twin brother Steele who now hates me. However Ash had bought me a beautiful necklace that came with a ring which I loved very much. It was so sweet and the most thoughtful gift ever! I could only imagine how hard he worked to earn the money for that and it looked expensive but me being young and immature back then I didn't handle the situation right at all because my friends had said if I was going to date him we couldn't be friends anymore because he was not part of our group and they called him a nerd and said he couldn't be apart of our group and remember i was the new kid and well apart from jojo i always had a hard time making friends And others were teasing saying aww the nerd likes you and asked when the wedding was and then just to make things worse his brother Steele had caught up with me in the hall and said how his brother was so in love with me and asked if I loved Ash and well I Lied to Steele and said I didn't meanwhile I really Loved Ash. I was just upset from all the teasing and Ash blocked me and that's why Ash is so cold and mean to me he has never forgiven me for that and a few other incidents. My brother wanting so badly to understand where it all went wrong asked me about the other incidents as well so me hoping my brother was some kind of miracle worker I went on to tell him about a few years later not long after we graduated i walked into the parts store not knowing he worked their and we were flirting later he unblocked me and we eventually one night we were parked down by the river and well we hooked up in my car which it was so worth it. But it was after that he was suddenly super busy and I wanted to see him and well I was young and horny but he wanted to hook up only on certain days which was so annoying and that ended badly after I was trying to talk to him like old times when I could tell him how I was feeling and I was having a bad day just wanted someone to talk to and he said he couldn't handle this and that I need professional help and he blocked me. then that's where that ended till a few years later when he unblocked me their we were again except this time we were hooking up in my bed and I had just broke up with this guy a few days prior and we'll I really wanted Ash and we'll I just about called him the wrong name.... then he blocked me once again. However a few years later this time I had walked into a different parts store nearly walking into some guy who held the door open and i noticed him really staring i didn't recognize Ash but the guy i almost walked into was Ash and then well i had bumped into him late one night at the gas station then he unblocked me and well then once again fresh out of a relationship where I had been engaged and i didnt know after spending a year never taking a ring off how long it would leave a mark on your finger but I was hooking up with Ash in his bed this time well we wanted to but he had whiskey d**k but at our age it's normal that does happen I wasn't disappointed he was always a god with his fingers and that. But he beat himself up about it and started being mean a few days after and even in person and then once again he blocked me however I don't know if it was relevant but Ash's twin brother Steele had messaged me asking what I wanted and if I wanted s*x so I lied instead of getting into that weird conversation with Steele because i was afraid Steele would ask to hook up so I lied to him and told him I was in a relationship. Ash and his friends even pulled a cruel joke on me and asked me to come over which I did just to show up and see Ash with another girl I was so upset and crying I only made it two blocks to a good friend's work where they all calmed me down after a few hours and well Ash got even meaner to the point he humiliated me at his work so I told Steele I hated Ash and never wanted to see him again and that I wish I had never met Ash. My brother Ryan said well I think you both f****d this up and need to heal properly and learn to better communicate with eachother and maybe start over if you want it to work. Ryan said I should give him time and so because I really do love Ash I will do just that. By that time our oldest brother Nathan showed up in his suv to get us and drive us back from Ludel . Well our older brother wondered how this all happened. And we so started from the beginning and told Nathan all about our day and how we ended up calling him and he laughed and said their is never a dull moment with you two around and God bless the guys that end up with you two hopefully have some patience because they will never had a dull moment and are going to need those extra patience to deal with you two. well Ryan told Nathan I was just a tag along with Ash just incase something didn't go well abut surely enough wouldn't yoy know something did go wrong.