ERIC After my interesting night I decided for our last day here it would be fun and playful no drama just having some good time with the family to mentally prepare me for when I go back to the real world ,I don’t start my day watching the sunrise like I plan too ,it’s one of my favorite thing to do whenever I come here but today I feel the need to change my routine I went for a run around the cabin to clear out my head. Afterwards I ended up by the lake I sat there watching the water it was peaceful and statue still in the early morning just how I like it yet, sitting here I’m feeling anything but calm there’s a storm boiling inside of me waiting to explode with the wrong moves, I know I will blow up ,who knew getting old could be this hard and so much work not me definitely ,you know so

