A bad day to be seen

1965 Words
Judith Judith wakes up before her alarm. That alone tells her something is wrong. The room is still dim, the city of London muted behind thick curtains, but her mind is already loud. Too loud. She stares at the ceiling for a long moment, blinking slowly, trying to remember what it was that dragged her out of sleep so abruptly. Then it hits her. The night before. Her phone lies face-down on the bedside table, exactly where she left it after scrolling until her chest felt tight and unfamiliar. Judith reaches for it without thinking, her fingers brushing the cool screen as if it might burn her. One notification. Just one. From an unknown number she now knows far too well. She doesn’t open it immediately. She sits up instead, pushing the covers away, her silk robe sliding off one shoulder as she swings her legs over the edge of the bed. For a woman who prides herself on discipline, on control, the slight tremor in her hands irritates her more than the message itself. Finally, she taps the screen. You really enjoy pretending you’re untouchable. It’s amusing. Temporary, but amusing. We’ll see how long you keep running. Judith exhales sharply through her nose. Alessandra. Not angry. Not pleading. Not offended. Amused. That single word tightens something in her chest. She hates men who think they’ve already won. She hates men who speak as if the world bends automatically in their favor. And she hates….absolutely hates….that a small, traitorous part of her remembers how his presence filled the car, how his voice vibrated low and confident, how infuriatingly attentive he had been even while arguing with her. She locks her phone and drops it back on the table as if it has offended her. “I’m not running,” she mutters to the empty room. “I’m refusing.” But the words don’t sound as convincing as she’d like. The shower doesn’t help. Neither does the coffee. By the time Judith arrives at Elevé Designs, she is impeccably dressed, perfectly composed, and emotionally on edge in a way she hasn’t felt in years. The building hums with its usual early-morning efficiency, staff greeting her respectfully, some stiffening slightly the moment she passes. She acknowledges them with curt nods. Normal. Except it isn’t. Because the first thing she sees when she steps off the elevator is Linda. Linda is standing by her desk, flipping through a folder, her hair pulled back neatly, her posture attentive. She looks smaller than usual this morning. Quieter. As if she’s trying not to be seen. And that…that…does something sharp to Judith’s mood. Judith doesn’t slow her stride. “Linda,” she says coolly, not stopping. “My office. Now.” Linda looks up, startled, and nods quickly. “Yes…. yes, of course.” Phoebe’s head snaps up from her screen, eyes flicking between them. She senses it too. The shift. Inside Judith’s office, the door closes with a soft but decisive click. Judith drops her bag on the desk and turns, arms folding across her chest. Her gaze is unreadable now, all warmth from previous days carefully stripped away. “You were invited to a dinner last night,” Judith says flatly. Linda blinks. “Yes. I….” “ Yet you didn’t think it necessary to inform me that you would be attending the same event I was invited to.” Linda stiffens. “I didn’t realize it was the same dinner until I got there. Leo invited me personally. I didn’t….” “Leo,” Judith repeats, her voice clipped. “You seem to be on a first name basis rather quickly.” Linda’s mouth opens, then closes. “I didn’t mean any disrespect. I honestly thought….” “What you thought,” Judith cuts in sharply, “is irrelevant.” The silence stretches. Linda swallows. “I’m sorry if I crossed a line. That wasn’t my intention. I would never….” Judith laughs once, humorless. “Do you know how many assistants I’ve had over the years, Linda?” Linda shakes her head slowly. “They all start the same way. Eager. Bright eyed. Thinking proximity equals permission.” Judith steps closer, her heels clicking softly against the floor. “Let me make something very clear. Your job is to assist. Not to insert yourself into circles you don’t yet understand.” Linda’s eyes sting. “Yes, ma’am,” she whispers. Judith turns away, already dismissing her. “You may go.” Linda hesitates, as if she wants to say something…anything…but instead she nods and leaves quietly. The door closes. Judith exhales. And immediately regrets it. The guilt comes fast and unwelcome, curling low in her stomach. That wasn’t leadership. That was… something else. Something ugly. She presses her palms against the desk and stares down at the polished surface. You’re better than this, she tells herself. But the damage is already done. Outside, Linda walks back to her desk on unsteady legs. Phoebe looks up immediately. “What happened?” she whispers. “Nothing,” Linda lies, forcing a small smile as she sits. Her hands tremble as she reaches for her keyboard. But Phoebe isn’t fooled. She glances at Linda’s phone lighting up on the desk… social media notifications stacking one after the other. She doesn’t say anything. But the look she gives Linda isn’t kind. By mid morning, Elevé Designs no longer feels like a place Linda belongs. It’s subtle at first. Too subtle to call out. The greetings that used to come easily now hesitate in people’s throats. Conversations stop when she approaches. A laugh at the coffee station dies the moment she reaches for a cup. She tells herself she’s imagining it. But imagination doesn’t explain why the intern at the printer avoids her eyes. Or why the marketing lead suddenly remembers an urgent call when Linda walks past. Or why Phoebe, who once leaned over to whisper small jokes, now keeps her gaze fixed firmly on her screen. Linda sits straighter at her desk, fingers clasped together, forcing herself not to fidget. Work, she tells herself. Just focus on work. Her phone buzzes again. Leo. She silences it without looking. Judith watches everything. From behind the glass walls of her office, she sees the shift she caused ripple outward. She sees how people mirror her mood without question. Authority does that. It spreads. She hadn’t meant for this. She only wanted distance. Control. To remind herself… and Linda… where the lines were. Instead, she has created a quiet exile. Her intercom lights up. “Judith,” Phoebe’s voice comes through, careful. “Finance is asking for the revised contracts. They say Linda hasn’t delivered them yet.” Judith’s jaw tightens. “She has them,” Judith says. “Send her in.” A pause. “Linda,” Phoebe calls softly, standing. “Judith wants to see you.” Linda’s chest tightens as she rises. She smooth’s her skirt, lifts the folder she’s been organizing, and walks toward the office like someone approaching judgment. The door closes behind her. Judith doesn’t offer her a seat. “Where are the finance contracts?” Judith asks, tone sharp but controlled. “I was about to take them down,” Linda answers quickly. “I was reorganizing the files like you asked yesterday.” Judith arches a brow. “I asked for efficiency. Not delay.” “I understand,” Linda says, her voice steady though her hands tremble slightly. “It won’t happen again.” Judith steps closer. “You seem distracted lately.” Linda swallows. “I’ve been doing my best.” “Your best,” Judith repeats coolly, “doesn’t include becoming a liability to this company.” The words hit harder than Judith expects. Linda’s eyes flicker. “I would never do anything to harm this company,” she says quietly. “I’m grateful to be here.” Judith studies her face; the exhaustion, the restraint, the effort it takes for Linda not to crumble right there. And for just a second, something inside Judith wavers. Then pride steps in. “See that you remember that,” Judith says. “You may go.” Linda nods and turns, her steps measured. The moment she leaves, Judith exhales sharply and presses her fingers to her temple. Why did you say that? The rest of the day spirals. Linda is sent back and forth between departments unnecessarily. Tasks pile up with impossible deadlines. Someone misplaces a file and blames her. Someone else snaps when she asks a simple question. By late afternoon, her head aches. At one point, she overhears two designers whispering near the elevator. “She’s not even qualified to be here.” “Did you see the pictures?” “Must be nice to skip the ladder.” Linda steps into the elevator before they notice her. The doors close. She leans back against the wall, eyes burning. Phoebe finds her in the break room later, standing by the sink, gripping the counter as if grounding herself. “You okay?” Phoebe asks, softer than she’s been all day. Linda nods automatically. Phoebe hesitates. “Look… people talk. It’s not always fair.” Linda lets out a breathless laugh. “That’s one way to say it.” Phoebe studies her for a long moment. “Judith is under pressure.” Linda stiffens. “So am I.” The silence that follows is heavy. Phoebe sighs. “Just… be careful, okay?” Linda nods again, though she isn’t sure what she’s being careful of anymore. When Leo calls again, she finally answers. “Linda,” his voice comes through immediately, warm and concerned. “Why aren’t you picking up? Are you okay?” Her throat tightens. “I’m fine,” she lies. “I saw the news. I should have handled this better. I didn’t mean for you to be dragged into anything.” She closes her eyes. “I don’t think I belong in this world.” “That’s not true.” “I’m not built for this,” she whispers. “People look at me like I stole something.” There’s a pause on the line. “You didn’t steal anything,” Leo says firmly. “You were invited.” She doesn’t respond. “I’ll fix this,” he continues. “I promise.” “I don’t need fixing,” she says softly. “I just need… space.” The line goes quiet. “I’ll call later,” Leo says carefully. She ends the call before he can say more. That evening, Judith stays late. The office empties out one by one until only the hum of the building remains. She stands by the window, watching the city lights blur into each other, guilt settling heavy in her chest. She remembers Linda’s face. Her phone vibrates. Another message from Alessandra. She doesn’t read it. Instead, she stares at the empty desk outside her office and realizes something she isn’t ready to name yet: She isn’t angry because Linda crossed a line. She’s angry because Linda crossed a line she was already afraid existed. And now, she has punished the wrong person. When Linda gets home, her parents are waiting. Again. Her mother’s voice is tight. “Sit.” Her father’s tone is harder this time. “You went out with a powerful man. People are talking. Do you think this doesn’t reach us?” Her phone vibrates on the couch beside her. Leo calling. Again. Linda doesn’t answer. She stares at the floor, her chest hollow, her mind spiraling. Every step forward feels like a fall, she thinks. And for the first time, the thought forms clearly: Maybe I don’t deserve this job. Maybe I don’t deserve any of it.
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