Chapter 30
Leo
Six months had passed since I’d seen Honoré.
Six long months.
When our marriage ended, I was lost as f**k.
I embarked on a couple of months of self-destructive behavior, drinking too much, doing risky s**t like driving race cars, jumping out of airplanes, and diving off cliffs.
Anything that sounded like it might be fun, but where you could also wind up erased from the earth—I was into it.
That phase left me a broken-down wreck—my body mostly. My soul was still depressed over losing Honoré.
Then Eduardo suggested I join him on one of the trips for one of their charitable organizations.
I agreed because I didn’t have anything else to do.
I’d gotten the freedom from Lucinda that I sacrificed everything for, and I didn’t know what to do with it.
Talk about a painful
