The air in the house changed overnight.
I woke to it—heavy and electric, pressing against my skin like the moments before a thunderstorm. The bond that had been a comfortable golden hum in the back of my mind had turned into a jagged, pulling ache that throbbed with my pulse. It wasn't just my pain. It was his. I could feel a phantom fever burning under my skin, a restlessness that made my hands tremble and my wolf pace tight circles in my chest.
Something was wrong. And the silence of the estate was no longer peaceful—it was a cage.
I found Greta in the kitchen, her usual energy replaced by a nervous stillness as she stared at the grey morning sky. When I asked where Magnus was, she didn't look at me. She busied herself with an already-clean countertop and told me the Alpha was "indisposed" and that I should stay in the east wing for the day.
Her evasion only made the panic sharper.
In my old pack, an "indisposed" Alpha usually meant violence or a challenge for dominance. But this felt different. This felt biological—the kind of thing that lived in the marrow. The scent of the house had deepened, the cedar and rain becoming so concentrated it tasted like copper on my tongue. It was the scent of a male on the very edge of himself.
I ignored Greta's warnings and followed the pull of the bond.
It led me away from the open, bright spaces of the living quarters and down a long, stone-lined corridor toward his private study. With every step, the air grew hotter and harder to breathe. It was thick with something that made my knees weak and sent a flush across my skin that had nothing to do with the temperature. I could hear him inside—heavy pacing, the crash of something breaking, and a low, continuous growl that sounded like a wounded animal in a snare.
I reached the door.
I pressed both palms flat against the wood and felt his growls vibrating up through my arms. The grain was warm. As if the fire inside him was radiating through solid oak. "Magnus?" I called out. My voice trembled, but it was loud enough to cut through the sounds of his torment.
Everything inside went silent.
The silence that followed was more frightening than the noise had been. I felt him on the other side—felt his presence press against the barrier between us like a physical weight, searching, scenting.
"Go away, Mira." His voice was unrecognizable. Gravel and dust. Stripped of everything human. "Get away from the door. Now."
"I'm not leaving," I said. I pressed my forehead against the grain. "You're in pain. I can feel it. Let me in."
"You don't know what you are asking." A heavy body hit the wall on the other side, as though he was struggling to stay upright. "The fever is here. The Pre-Rut. My control is slipping. If I see you—if I smell you—I will not be able to stop myself. I will hurt you."
"You would never hurt me," I said, and I meant it with every piece of me.
"You told me you'd burn the world before you let me suffer. Do you think I want to stand out here while you burn alone?" I tried the handle. Locked. Frustration clawed at my chest. I pounded on the door with my fist. "Open the door, Magnus. I am not afraid of your wolf. I am not afraid of you."
A single heartbeat of stillness.
Then the lock clicked like a gunshot.
The door was wrenched open so hard it slammed into the stone wall and cracked the plaster. Magnus stood in the threshold, and for a moment I barely recognized him. His shirt was torn open, buttons gone, revealing a chest heaving with exertion and gleaming with sweat. His hair was wild. His hands trembled at his sides with the force of his restraint.
But it was his eyes that froze me.
The warm amber was gone. His eyes were neon, burning gold—a hunger so raw and primal that it felt like it could strip the world to its foundations. He looked ruined. He looked magnificent. He loomed over me, breathing in ragged pulls, the scent of him crashing into me like a wave that reached somewhere deep and ancient inside my chest.
He leaned down until his face was inches from mine, his teeth bared in a snarl that was half warning and half plea.
"Run, Mira," he said. The command vibrated in my bones. "I gave you a chance. I tried to keep you out. But now that I can see you—" He made a broken sound. "I cannot promise to be gentle tonight."