Waking up alone, with no one in the room has panic setting within me. My first thought being; where's Adonis? He only promised me yesterday to never leave me alone yet here I am now, alone.
Never have i felt as nervous as I'm feeling, Cyrus always does this to me - he creates this unsettling sense of panic and terror within me so I'm constantly on edge and this feeling normally stays for months; he has a lasting impression.
I feel as if he'll be around every corner or just behind me ready to hit me or spit his vile words at me but then the next second he'd hug me, kiss me, tell me I''m beautiful - that male messed with my mind, he made me skittish as I never knew what I'd get from him. Despite seeing Adonis kill him I still have a nagging feeling that Cyrus will get me, not even death co
