I left Samuel's friend's house with my heart in my hand and his words replaying in my head. What does he mean by what he told me? I try to understand the truth, but nothing comes to my mind. Or maybe I'm somehow blocking myself from over-analyzing his words? I shake my head and forget about the topic. It's not convenient for me to keep thinking about it. "Are you okay?" Kate asks me beside me, and I nod without looking at her. "Yes, everything's fine," I say, getting lost in admiring the streets and the surroundings. I really like Los Angeles, it has at least better weather than New York. "We'll go to the house to change and then we'll go partying, what do you say?" she asks again, and I nod in the same way. "Yeah, of course…" I say and then remember something. "Where did you stay l

