AMANDA
After that brief exchange of words with Samuel, I quickly ate in the kitchen and rushed to my room.
I couldn't stop thinking about what I should do.
It's clear that he desires me, likes me, and wants to take a step towards me, but something is holding him back, I don't know what it is, but something is preventing him from taking the final step.
What could it be?
The age difference between us or the fact that I'm friends with his sister?
I don't know, but something must be.
I hear noise downstairs and quickly leave my door slightly open, and I lie down on my bed, face down, exposing my butt temptingly.
My heart is racing because of what I'm doing, because it's clearly mischief.
I don't know what led me to do this, but I'm nervous and anxious. If he doesn't want to give in wi
