AMANDA As much as I love summer, the heat that surrounds Los Angeles, and even being by the pool enjoying a wonderful day. I don't feel entirely comfortable with the people Kate invites. I don't know half of the people here, some I know because I couldn't avoid it, but the rest? Not even in my dreams. I see my friend having a great time from a distance with a guy, he's handsome but I'm sure he's just one more in the crowd, one of those who end up in her bed and whom she forgets and discards afterwards as if nothing happened. Sometimes I wish I could have that ability, but I can't, I tend to include my feelings too much, that's why I prefer serious relationships. Although none of them have gone well, on the contrary, I've always ended up being deceived by someone who is supposed to be

