AMANDA I couldn't stay in that place with him there. I thought he was going to kiss me, do something more than just look at me and touch me. But no, I was a stupid fool to think that. A man like him would never notice me. Despite what happened to me a few minutes ago, I always feel good with Samuel. I forget about everything else when he's around or when I smell him. It's so intoxicating that it affects everything, from my body to my thoughts. The power he has over me is so strong that it scares even me. I've never felt this way about anyone other than him... the delightful Samuel. But I think I need to stop fantasizing about him. It's not good for me and I'm just wasting my time. I left filled with anger and annoyance, but not because of him and his lack of decision to do what I

