Suicide

Chapter 18

                                                                                      •OAKLYNN•

Getting Keimorie ready so we could leave Yara kept talking about Tommy.

"As much as I would like to hear more about Tommy I got to get home to my own man". I said causing her to laugh.

"Alright tell him I said hey". She said walking me to the door.

"Alright I will and I'll call you later love you". I said strapping Keimorie in before closing the door.

"Alright love y'all too". She said before closing the door.

Getting in the car I put my seat belt on and start the car before pulling off.

|25 minutes later|

Pulling into the driveway I turn the car off and get a now wide awake Keimorie out.

Walking into the house it was quiet so I assumed Kairo was sleep. Closing the door behind me I sit keimorie's car seat down and take him out.

"Let's go wake up dada". I said causing him to smile.

Walking up the steps I open the door and the bed was empty.

"Maybe he's in the bathroom". I said turning the doorknob as I looked down at keimorie.

"Baby keimorie did the cutest thing today". I said smiling down at him before looking up.

"OH MY GOD". I yell starling keimorie and he started to cry.

There was so much blood everywhere I started to feel faint.

Quickly walking over I get down on my knees and shake him.

"KAIRO WAKE UP". I yell as tears rolled down my cheeks.

Standing up I run out of the room and grab my phone calling 911.

" 911 what's your emergency". The operator said as soon as the call connected.

"My boyfriend is bleeding and unresponsive". I said pacing back and forth with Keimorie who still cried.

"What is your address". He asked and I sighed.

"3406 springs ave". I said taking a seat on the bed.

"The ambulance is on its way please stay on the phone ". He said and I nod finally getting Keimorie to calm down.

Placing him in the middle of the bed I put pillows around him before going downstairs to unlock the door for the paramedics to come in when they arrive.

On my way to go back upstairs, I see his camera on the table and something was telling me to get it so I pick it up and take it with me.

Going back upstairs I sit the phone and camera on the bed and go into the bathroom looking through our drawers to find the gauges we keep. When I found them I got down beside the tub before placing them on his wrist and wrapping them to slow down the bleeding.

"Why would you do this baby". I question rubbing his face.

I look down and see that his lips were a light bluish color. I went to touch them when I hear Keimorie start to whine.

Walking back in the room I pick him up and take a seat on the bed. Picking up the phone I see the operator was still on the line.

"Where the hell are they". I ask getting upset at how long they're taking.

"They are five minutes away". He said and I sighed tossing the phone beside me.

Picking up the camera I see that he recorded something.

Pressing play his face pops up.

"Hey baby boy by the time you see this you'll be older but I just wanted to tell you how much I love you and I know you gone grow up to be something special I can see it". He said looking down and I see he started tearing up before looking back up.

"I'm sorry that I won't be there to see you take your first steps, say your first words, or even graduate and I'm sorry I won't be able to show you the things your mother can't but you take care of her for me okay". He said and the recording stopped.

"Ma'am". I heard someone say causing me to look up.

"Are you riding with him to the hospital". One of the paramedics asked and I nodded standing up following him downstairs.

I was so into the video I didn't even hear them come in.

Getting into the back of the ambulance I held Keimorie with one hand and held Kairos with the other.

|10 minutes later|

They opened the doors and rushed him inside. I knew there was nothing I could do so I sat and waited.

|3 hours later|

"Family of Kairo Zale". I heard and I stand up walking over to him.

"How is he". I ask looking up at him.

"I'm so sorry ma'am". He said looking at me with sad eyes.

"NOOO NOOO". I yell falling down and I felt him grab keimorie.

What didn't I do right, why couldn't I help him?.

Why couldn't I have just stayed home...