If someone had asked me yesterday what my best summer was, I would have said summer 2019 without even thinking twice, but if they asked me this morning, I think I would’ve said this one instead.
I kept my eyes closed even though I'd been awake for five minutes. The sheets were pulled up to my neck and I was certain he'd done that.
The scenes from last night came back in waves. I couldn't believe I'd done all of that. Didn't know I even could. There had been this surge, overwhelming and sudden, like being at the top of something and finally letting go. It felt like living out every imagined version of it firsthand, with the exact person who had haunted every single one.
Darnell was always in control of my body. Last night he let me control his. Let me do the things he did to me. Make him
