Am I Gay?

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|Daquan|

I woke up next to Andre. It was 6:00 am so we had to get ready for school. The good thing about it is that today is the last day of school. We are gonna be seniors next year.

"Dre?" I said Shaking him lightly.

"What?" He groaned.

"We gotta get ready for school"

"Okay. Also Nobody knows I'm bisexual except you, so dont tell anyone. I dont wanna lose my friends because I know that they are homophobic.

"Look I know that you are scared but you are going to get through this. Remember that." I Got up and went to brush my teeth.

"Your right, thanks." He said making me smile.

I put on a blue polo shirt, white jeans, and some wheat colored timberlands. I also topped it off by putting on a gold chain and adding my nose ring. I looked fine as f**k. After we got ready we just ate McDonald's then headed to school. We walked in and all eyes were on us. Like we were celebs. 

|???|

I was opening my locker when my friend drea tapped on my shoulder. 

"Girl, Look" She said pointing to my ex Andre. He Walked in with a nigga. 

"Oh so hes gay now?" Oh okay, he has another thing coming his way.

|Daquan|

We walked in and this one girl was just staring at me. She also was rubbing her hands looking evil.

"Dre that girl over there keeps staring at me. Do you know her?" I asked him while tapping his shoulder.

"I-I don't even know h-her." He replied looking at me.

"Your lying to me Andre. You ain't slick"

"Okay, Fine she's my ex. I dont understand why she is still stuck on me." He sucked his teeth.

"Why is she looking at me like that"

"Don't worry about her ass. Lets get to class" He said hearing the bell ring. 

"Lets Go."

The bell rung and we got to first period. Mr. Martin kept giving me dirty looks. Like nigga if you gone do something post up. I will get you fired.

"Daquan what's the answer to #4". Martin smirked at me, thinking I didnt know. I gently chuckled before i answered.

"Easy. Well the answer is 4 to the third power because the whole number 64 equals to 4 to the third power".

"Damn." Andre whispered.

"Very good now Andre since you are disturbing the class what's the answer to 5?"

"Ummm" I texted him the answer. "It's 7 to the second power. Because the whole number is 49"

"Good and-. Well by class" GCO by the bell for next class.

Me and dre went to all of our class's and now it's the last period and I'm here with that crazy girl staring at me. Ughhh this day just needs to be over.

"You got a pencil"? That b***h from the hallway asked. She is just adding on to my problems today.

"No only this one" I said.

"Fine I'll find one somewhere else"

"I dont give a fuck."

"Btw I'm Camilla" She said as she popped her bubble gum.

I got up and went to the other side of the room.

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Today was done. Praise Jesus. It was a rough day with people judging, staring, and bullying me. After all I get to go home with dre today ima go home and get my clothes together and move in with him.

"Dre can I move in with you. As roomates"? I asked nervously.

"I Guess?" He said as he held my waist.

"Aww and thanks. Im going to go home and pack all of my stuff" I said

"Alright".

|Mariuel|

"Please don't shoot me. I will do anything you want" I begged on my knees.

"Good bye Mariuel". He Shoot me in my stomach and I feel to the ground, I moaned in pain before i blacked out. 

|Mariuel|

"Please don't shoot me. I will do anything you want" I begged on my knees.

"Good bye Mariuel". He Shoot me in my stomach and I feel to the ground, and Blacked out.

|Quan|

I walk in my house with dre behind me. I look on the living room floor and see my mother dead. Then I seen my dad on the couch sleep. So I walked over to him and pointed the gun at him.

"Bye dad hope you burn in HELL." I yelled then shot him in his head and fall to the ground crying in my knees. My mother was the only one in my life besides andre that loved me. I dont know what i would do without her. Andre then called the ambulance for my mother while i was crying his in arms. 

The ambulance came and put my mom on the stretcher. I was in different emotions so I didn't know what to. I told them the story and they took my father and burried him but I really didn't care. We then followed the ambulance to the hospital. They said she doesn't have a high chance of living. I was extremely worried. They hooked her up to a lot wires and wrapped her stomach with bandages. I was just looking at her while tears came down. I was devastated. It wasn't visiting hours anymore so we left to Andre' s house. I couldn't go back to that house so dre took me on a shopping spree to get whatever. We went to his house and we were just talking. I wasn't crying anymore because I know that God works in mysterious ways. So me and Andre was talking about random things. We were just chilling before going to sleep so we can visit her in the hospital the next day.