I've been sat by Enzo's hospital bed alone for about 20 minutes unable to figure out what to say, what to do. I just held onto his hand so tightly it was like I was falling of cliff and he was my only way of not falling. "Enzo. If you can hear me, please come back. I need you here, with me." I began to sob into his hand when his heart monitoring machine began to beep faster. I looked up in disbelief. "You can hear me? Enzo I know it's hard but please try your hardest to come back. Please." I begged. "And tell your woman to eat will ya! She's wasting away here." Carlo spoke up behind me. I turned around to see him smiling at me. I stood up figuring it was his turn to see him as only one of us is allowed in at a time for the first day with it being so soon of him coming out of surgery

