Enzo I walked into the house to see Lucia sat on the sofa with Eli cuddled into her side as they snuggled on the sofa to watch the new Spiderman movie. I sat on the other side of Lucia, wrapping my arm around them both while my other rested on Lucia's growing bump. "We need to talk after this, Lu." I leaned in and whispered to her. "I know." She whispered back. Soon after Eli fell asleep with his little head on Lucia's lap as she stroked his hair, I felt my heart strings being pulled. Her words telling me she wanted to leave played over and over, the thought of loosing them, the thought of them not being around made me feel both sick, and angry, like I wanted to throw up the mounts of whiskey I drank after punching holes in all the walls and trashing the house. "I'm gonna take him up

