- Lucia - The day of the funeral. The day we say our final goodbye. The day I saw my husband's eyes turn black. Empty, lifeless, cold and cruel. He wasn't my husband anymore. I was saying goodbye to two people at this funeral. A living soul and a remembered one. "I can't believe she's gone." Kiki sobbed into my shoulder. I had no words of comfort to say, so instead I held her impossibly tight. "She was the best one out of us all yet she was the one he wanted to take first, it's not right." "I know, Ki. I guess God needed some more angels up there." "I hate him, I can't believe he would do this to us." My heart was already broken. Of course it was, she was a precious woman, hearing Kiki's sobs broke it all over again. I could feel the emotions she was giving off. I felt helpless

