- Lucia -
Drinking coffee at 7 am will do the trick to get your mind functioning.
I was exhausted as I barely slept a wink last night, I ended up putting Eli in with me, I hated sleeping alone after being used to someone being next to me for so long.
That's the thing about living in limbo.
You get used to a certain way of life for an event to come along and rip it all from under your feet. You walk around like a living person but inside you're an empty, hollow shell. At least that's how I felt, but I wasn't allowed to give up and wallow. I wasn't allowed to stay in bed laying in my self pity nor was I allowed to drink my sorrows away. I had a family to look after, 2 children who depended on me to stay sane and healthy. As much as I wanted to do all those things, I really couldn't. I w
