Chris' POV
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There is a time in your life when you would feel you've achieved something long waited and there is a time you know you haven't reached even half a destination.
The latter is the case with me. No amount of words can express my feelings. Truth is I don't really understand my feelings and I can't trust them.
My experience with the previous love I had has totally taught me better but also deprived me of trust. Not for my partner but for my heart.
I don't want what happened to me to repeat itself and besides I'm older than Eddy. She is too young and lacks experience from my point of view.
I don't want to hurt her, I can't hurt her, I mustn't hurt her.
But Eddy is surprisingly too mature in character than her looks. Okay that makes me a proud...err.. Spouse?
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