~Atlas~
Fu.ck! I’m nervous as hell. I’ve never done this before, and I have no idea if this is even something that she wants. I can’t help but hope that she isn’t completely appalled at the thought of being with me. Where do you get this sh.it from? How are you so commanding as an Alpha, yet weak as hell when it comes to women? I block him out, not wanting to hear any more.
I know I sound sad and weak, but what am I supposed to do? I’ve always been cautious when it came to women. It was for several reasons, one being that so many are only out to get what they can from you. I’ve seen it time and again: a woman using a man, especially if they hold rank. I always told myself that I wouldn’t allow that to happen to me. I would make sure that I was only with my mate and, even then, I would m
