VALERIE I tried to focus on the load of books I stacked at my feet but I could not. I had a lot on my head and it seemed I would be able to do nothing till I thought about it and made a decision, or came to a conclusion. When Kayden had left earlier, I had been so frustrated sexually and then I had tried to get my mind off the tension and frustration. All my curious checking of his room — that led to more boring paperwork anyway — was not effective at all, and I got tired after some minutes. Then I focused on the clothes Kayden bought me, my new clothes. With an excited grin, I dived into the new clothes, trying on everything and anything, picking out favorites and discarding those that I felt were not my type or were too cheesy or slutty. I rolled my eyes at the slutty ones espe

