KAYDEN's POV
I felt lifeless, like a worn out piece of rag, thrown to the side.My heart was heavy with emotions, emotions that I had never felt before. Valerie was everything to me and now that she was not by my side, now that I could not hold her in my arms, I felt so empty and torn. It felt like a huge piece of my heart had been torn apart forcefully. I could not live like this.
I needed her back in my life, there was no way I could let her go.
I reached for my pack of cigarettes by the drawer and took a stick out of it.
I had paused my smoking habit because of Valerie, but now, it was the only thing I could do to take her off my mind. I lit the cigarette and take a few puffs, releasing the cloudy smoke into the air.
It was not working, she was still etched in my mind, like a pa
