Information Nina shared with me didn't sink into me yet. How is that even possible? Ok, I know how it is possible, but why isn't anything in my life going according to my plans. That's just Ahhaa!
I need time to process so I decided that I wouldn't tell Anton yet. He clearly saw that something was wrong and was doing his best the entire weekend to cheer me up. Unfortunately all of this was in vain.
I couldn't find it in me to be as happy about this pregnancy as I should. Would that make me a bad mother? I guess it does.
I can with all honesty say that this weekend was the worst that I spent in Dragon Night. Even when we were fighting and barely talking had its perks, but now I'm letting down my mate and the cause I want to fight for. What have I become?
Monday came quickly, and aft
