If I was him I wouldn't. He is so happy, I can't take away his happiness. But I can't pretend to be happy for the rest of my life, it's not fair on me. I don't want motherhood just yet. I've only found out about werewolves recently enough and I'm still trying to deal with it, I can't take more s**t to deal with. I only just found out my whole life has been a lie, I thought we were a normal enough family but it was completely opposite that. My life involved werewolves, a pack, mates, my Alpha boyfriend/mate and now I found out we're having twins?!
I just need some time to deal with this, that's all. I can't make a full decision until I'm in a right state of mind. What if I'll never be in a right state of mind again, what if more stuff happens. I'm already over the edge, if something else h
