Charles. I got to a final decision, I was going to invite Rose down here for a talk, maybe dinner since it would make sense more and then talk to her about everything. It took me the entire night to practice how I was going to look at her and talk to her about it. I still do think that I might not be able to say it out when I come face to face with her. Just as much as I am craving it, the desire driving me back to the wall, it feels heavy for me to say it out. “Unless I get her for myself, I will never be at ease.” I mumbled against my lips. It is just that I need to do as Beat Drew had said to get her and oh well, some of his advice are just there. There aren’t something that someone could easily do. Standing by the vanity stand, I dressed up quickly. If I should keep on standing,

