Chapter 5: Unfinished Business

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The coffee shop on Fifth and Madison had become Larissa's ritual. Every Tuesday and Thursday morning, she'd sit at the corner table with her laptop, pretending to work while actually just watching people move through the city like she was finally allowed to be part of it again. The barista knew her order—oat milk latte, no sugar. Small things. Normal things. Two months after Klaus's conviction, the world felt almost manageable. She'd moved out of the safe house three weeks prior. Coleen had protested, but she'd been firm. She couldn't spend her whole life behind security cameras. There was a new apartment in a different neighborhood, one Klaus didn't know about. She'd furnished it herself—nothing expensive, nothing he would have approved of. A mismatched couch from a vintage shop. Bookshelves overflowing. Photographs of Brighton and Coleen on every surface. Dr. Chen had warned her about this phase. "You'll start to feel safer," she'd said. "And that's good. But sometimes when we feel safer, we let our guard down too much." Larissa had nodded, but she hadn't really believed it. Klaus was in prison. The bars were real. The distance was real. She was learning to be Larissa again—the version who took design meetings at her brothers'companies, who laughed without waiting for permission, who slept through the night. The Tuesday after Thanksgiving, she noticed someone watching her. It was subtle at first. A man in a gray coat lingering too long near the window of the bookstore across the street. A reflection in her laptop screen that didn't quite disappear when she looked up. She told herself she was paranoid, but her hands shook as she gathered her things. She texted Coleen: Can we meet? The response was immediate: My office. 20 mins. She didn't make it twenty minutes. As she was walking toward the subway entrance, a black car pulled up to the curb. The window rolled down. Brighton's face appeared, and her stomach dropped. "Get in," he said, and there was no option in his voice. She got in. Brighton didn't say anything until they were moving. His knuckles were white on the steering wheel. "Klaus got out three weeks ago. Early release. Good behavior. His lawyer filed a motion claiming the trial was compromised, that they're building an appeal." The world tilted. "Three weeks?" "We didn't know until this morning. His legal team kept it quiet. Larissa, we think he's been watching you." She thought about the man in the gray coat. The feeling of being observed during her morning runs. The way she'd started taking circuitous routes to work without quite knowing why. Her body had known. Her body had been keeping score. "Where am I going?" she asked. "Safe house. For now. We're going to figure out a real plan, but—" "No." The word came out harder than she expected. "No, I'm not going back to a cage." Brighton glanced at her, and she saw the frustration war with compassion on his face. "He's out there, Larissa. He's not going to stop." "Then I'll deal with it." But she didn't deal with it. Instead, she did exactly what Klaus had programmed her to do: she waited for him to make the next move. He was patient. That was the thing about Klaus—he understood that the best leverage wasn't immediate. It was the slow erosion of certainty. It was knowing that she knew he was out there, and doing nothing about it, letting her imagination do the work for him. The calls started a week later. Not to her phone—he knew those would be blocked and traced. To the campus main line. "I'm not here to cause trouble," he told whoever answered. "I just want to talk to Larissa. Tell her Klaus called. Tell her I said hello." She came into the office to find Coleen standing in her doorway with that particular expression that meant bad news. "He called. Twice." Larissa's chest constricted. "What did he say?" "Nothing much. Just wanted you to know he was thinking of you." That's all, she kept repeating to herself. He just wanted you to know. But of course, that wasn't all. The mind of someone who'd been trained by Klaus filled in the rest. He was out. He was watching. He was deciding when to make his move. And the longer he waited, the more she unraveled. She stopped going to the coffee shop. Stopped taking morning runs. Stopped sleeping properly. The small apartment that had felt like freedom started to feel like another kind of prison—one where she was locking herself in. "You're catastrophizing," Dr. Chen said gently during an emergency session. "He made one call. He showed you he's out. Now you're doing his work for him." But it was hard to think rationally when every shadow could be Klaus. When every phone call might be him using a new number. When she realized that the conviction hadn't actually freed her—it had just moved her chains. The letter came on a Tuesday. It was handwritten, the envelope addressed in Klaus's careful script. She recognized it immediately and her hands shook as she opened it. My darling, I suppose congratulations are in order. You won. You took your narrative and you made people believe it. I'm not angry. Actually, I'm impressed. When I get out of this appeal, you're going to understand something that you're too broken right now to see: what we had was real. The love was real. Yes, I was controlling. Yes, I was intense. But I did it because I loved you more than anyone has ever loved you. They've poisoned you against me. Your family, that therapist, everyone circling like vultures. But I know you, Larissa. Better than you know yourself. And I know that underneath all this bravery, you're terrified. You're realizing that the world is big and scary and that you were safer with me. That's not a threat. That's an observation. I'll be back soon. And when I am, I want you to think about this: do you really want to spend the rest of your life looking over your shoulder? Or do you want to come back to me, and we can figure this out together? I'm patient. I've always been patient with you. Klaus She read it three times before she could move. Her legs wouldn't work properly when she stood up. The apartment, which had felt so safe, suddenly felt fragile. Like the walls were made of paper. She called Dr. Chen. Her hands were shaking so badly she could barely hold the phone. "I'm coming to you," the doctor said. "Don't go anywhere." But that was the thing. Nowhere was safe. Not the apartment. Not the office. Not the coffee shop. Klaus was out there, thinking about her, planning, and every moment she spent trying to rebuild was a moment he was spending preparing to deconstruct her all over again. When Dr. Chen arrived, Larissa was sitting on the kitchen floor with the letter in her lap. "He sounds exactly like he did in person," she said quietly. "Do you know how much that terrifies me? That he can do this from prison, and it works exactly the same way?" "It works because you're letting it," Dr. Chen said, not unkindly. "Because some part of you still believes what he's told you about yourself." "What if he's right?" Larissa whispered. "What if I can't do this? What if I'm not strong enough to—" "Stop." Dr. Chen's voice was sharp. "Don't finish that sentence. Don't even think it. That's Klaus talking. That's the version of you that he created. And she's not real." But she felt real. Right now, sitting on this cold tile floor, terrified and alone and wondering if she'd made a terrible mistake by leaving, the broken version felt very, very real. Outside, the city continued on. People got coffee. People fell in love. People lived their lives without looking over their shoulders. Larissa envied them more than she'd ever envied anything. Because Klaus had been right about one thing: she was terrified. And for the first time since her escape, she wasn't sure if she was strong enough to survive him trying again.
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