Chapter Two

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Seraphine POV I did not cry. That was all I held on to. The moment his words settled over the hall, every eye turned to me. It felt as if the ground had given way beneath my feet, but I kept my face calm. Do not cry. Do not give them that. My mother once told me. “Whatever you feel, feel it alone behind closed doors, where no one can use it against you.” I held Kael Dravon's gaze for three full seconds. He didn't flinch. I nodded once. Then I stood, smoothed the front of my dress with both hands, and walked out. Not fast. Not slow. The kind of walk that says I chose this direction even when every nerve in your body is screaming. I got outside and the cold night air hit me like a hand pressing flat against my chest then I finally stopped moving. The bond was broken, but it hadn't disappeared. It ached deep inside me, the kind of pain every wolf knew too well. It wasn't something that would fade overnight. Even so, I was still standing. My face was dry. For now, that was enough. Nyx found me a few minutes later, almost running. She looked me over from head to toe. Her eyes searched my face, my hands, the front of my dress. Then she stopped. She didn't say anything. Which meant she already knew how bad the rejection was. "Don’t say it," I said. "I wasn't going to say anything." "You were going to say something kind." She pressed her lips together and took both my hands in hers, and we stood like that in the dark while the Accord continued without me. Then we heard footsteps. They were fast, coming around from the servant's entrance, and something in their rhythm was wrong. It was too purposeful and urgent for a guard doing rounds. It was one of my father's attendants. He came running around the corner, breathing hard. One look at his face told me whatever he had come to say wasn't good. He stopped in front of me and lowered his head. "My lady." His voice cracked. "Your father." "When," I said. He looked up. "An hour ago. Peacefully, in his sleep." The night rearranged itself around those words. I felt them land on me like stones dropping into deep water, the impact and then the slow spreading rings followed by the silence underneath. "There's more." He was reaching inside his coat while shaking hands. He brought out a sealed letter. "This was found on Councilor Malachar's desk. A copy fell to the floor, and one of our people recovered it before anyone noticed." I broke the seal. I read it in the low light spilling from the Iron Keep windows, Nyx reading over my shoulder, and by the third line my hands had gone completely still. It was a transfer order. Ashwood territory. Signed and stamped and dated three weeks before the Accord. Three weeks before the formal proceedings. Before the rejection. Before any vote or negotiation or diplomatic process that should have preceded something like this. The Ironblood warriors were already on the road. The order said by morning. I looked at Nyx. Her face was the color of ash. This was never about the Accord. The alliance, the rejection, the public humiliation, it was all scaffolding. The territory had already been decided. I had been a loose end, neatly cut. Something cold and clarifying moved through me, clean as a blade… not panic, but its opposite. I understand better now. "Get our things," I said quietly. Nyx didn't argue. She moved. I looked back at the Iron Keep, its black stone and burning torches, which signify that the proceedings were still going on inside. I thought about the silver eyes that had looked warm for exactly three minutes before they went cold. I thought about the pulse I had felt through the broken bond as I walked away. My mother's vial was in my pocket, the little glass bottle of dark oil. I pressed my thumb against its stopper as Nyx reappeared with our bags and I took a breath. Then I walked into the tree line. And I ran. I ran until the Iron Keep's torches were gone, and the forest was in complete darkness around me and my lungs burned, and my wounded wolf simply put her head down and kept moving because she was the part of me that had always known how to survive the things the rest of me couldn't process yet. I didn't stop walking until I became too weak to move. I sat on the roots of an old tree in the dark, and rested my back against the tree with my eyes closed while I unconsciously touched my stomach. Something felt strange. Not wrong. Just strange. Like a note played in a room after everyone had left. Present and unexplained and quietly insisting on being noticed. I told myself it was grief, that it was the broken bond, or maybe it was exhaustion and cold and the particular devastation of a night that had taken my father, my home, and my future in the space of a few hours. But my hand stayed where it was. And the strangeness stayed with it.
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