Twisted heart

Chapter 8: Telling secrets

After trying and failing to suppress the memory, I told Riot. He held me tighter and snarled, he had grabbed my leg and kissed that scar, then he took off my shirt and kissed the scar underneath my arm pit. I left my shirt off only sitting on Riot with my shorts and sports bra.

"Allison, I wasn't born an Alpha, I had to earn my power, and by earn I mean I had to kill for it." Riot said sighing. "I grew up in a normal pack until I was fifteen. I shifted for the first time and my Alpha wanted to use me for his own gain. Hell I was the son of an omega and unimportant pack warrior, at first I was okay with it, then my alpha began using me to take other packs lands. I had enough so I ran away, I was found by the Alpha of a pack called Golden-blood. He took me in and treated me like his son, until I refused to use my wolf to aid him in gaining power. I was locked up and tortured, one day he sent a new omega down to me. She was nineteen, I was seventeen, so when she told me we were mates I believed her. She was kind and she cared for me, one night she slipped down to my cell and tried to mark me, what she hadn't realized was that, I turned eighteen and I could smell she wasn't my mate, she had lied to get to my wolf." I grabbed the hand that wasn't wrapped around my waist and I held onto it for dear life. "The Alpha came down to my cell what was taking so long only to find her throat ripped out. I told her I wanted to mark her first and she said yes. I ripped her throat out with my teeth instead seeing as my hands were chained up. The Alpha was livid he left the body in with me as punishment." Riot sighed again and I curled myself into him as much as I could. I kissed the underside of jaw, he looked down and smiled sadly at me. I kissed his lips gently, took my free hand and traced his lower lip with my thumb. He took my thumb in his mouth and bit down gently, I pulled my thumb from his lips and replaced it with my (hopefully) calming kiss. He pulled back and began talking again. 

"Fang and I decided it would be best if we separated, I was tired of being used for his fur color, and he was sick of seeing me get beaten. The night before we had set to separate an old woman was brought to my cell, she touched me and told the Alpha I was a weak white wolf, and I couldn't be useful to any of his plans. He told a guard to get rid of me. The guard unchained me before he planned to kill me, but Fang took over and killed him first. We made our way through the pack-house dungeon combo and found the Alpha asleep in his bed. We woke him up and threw him outside his window, I challenged him for Alpha and he accepted thinking it would be an easy fight. We snapped his neck in the first five minutes. His entire pack bowed to me when before they had thrown things and taunted me from outside of my cell. I killed all of the men who had instrumental in my torture, the women who hadn't bothered to do anything but look upon my with cruel gazes. Those who I left alive feared me, I killed no children, cuz that would really make me a monster." He said taking his eyes from mine. I growled and made him look back at me, which made him chuckle.

"Fang and I renamed the pack Black-paw and we left the old pack grounds. I made Max my beta, he was the only guard who had shown me kindness, he cleaned my wounds and fed me so I stayed strong. I began looking for packs to make allies with, but most of them sneered and said I was no Alpha. I have ripped apart nearly thirty packs who have looked down on me, I have killed nearly as many Alpha's just because they pissed me off. Your Luna Sophia's father had originally turned my offer down for my pack not being large enough, I took in three of the thirty packs I left Alpha-less and became what we are today. Alpha Kingsley then introduced me to Garrett, a pansy-ass Alpha with no spine. Of all the Alpha's I met I think Garrett showed the most fear, I don't know why, I just know he does and it makes me happy to play with his fear. Then I heard about the peace party and how Garrett had found his mate, and I just had to come over and re-new our peace treaty. He sounded panicked when I called, he said he needed a few days to spend with Sophia before I came over. I gave him until the weekend and he hung up." He laughed at the memory.

"I had made a promise to myself that I had ever met my mate, I would reject her, because I would hate to see someone look at me with fear all the damn time. But the moment you said I wouldn't have your fear, I broke my own promise. All day you were a sassy little spitfire, and I quickly realized why the goddess had chosen you for me. I know what I did was stupid, I just wasn't ready to be the mate you deserve, I was stupid and completely idiotic. I have realized how f*****g stupid I was babe, I am scarred outside and inside and I have a twisted heart that I need help fixing, and I want no-one but you to help me fix it Allison."

"Show me." I said firmly, I got up from his lap and pulled him to his feet. "I want to see it all Riot." He looked at me nervously but pulled off his shirt uncovering his muscular and scarred chest. I placed my hand on his chest and ran my index finger over some of his scars, I surprised him when I began placing gentle kisses on each scar. When i finished with his front i kissed every scar on his left arm, making my way to his back. I made sure I didn't miss a single mark on my way around his body. "You may be scarred Riot, but all of these marks are now mine. You are mine. Down to every last atom. MINE." Riot smiled down at me and placed his lips on mine. He pulled away and said he was going to make us some food. I sat down and watched his back muscles as he walked away and I felt my p***y get wet. 

Riot stopped walking and turned to back to me, he growled lowly and stalked over to me. "I'm hungry for real food right now, love, but I will have you for dessert." I watched in awe as he turned and walked away form me. Honestly it made me want him more. I heard Riot put on music so i went to the kitchen and watched him make our food. A new song began to play with a slow tempo and he tensed a bit. I listened to the lyrics and looked at my mate, who turned to face me.

"What does that say about me, that I could do you like i did that I could break an angels wings, What does that say about me, that I stood there like a fence-post as you drove off in your car. What does that say about me now that I broke your pretty heeaarrrttt." (Pretty Heart, Parker McCollum) I walked over to Riot and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"It's okay Riot, because now, you are putting it back together." I said as I kissed his chest where his heart is.

"Allison, I love you." Riot said surprising me. I looked into his eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck, he wrapped his arms around my waist in response. I stood on my tippy-toes as he leaned down.

"And I love you Riot." I responded. I pulled his lips to mine and got very grumpy when he pulled away.

"Spencer." He said. I raised my eyebrow and he sighed. "Spencer is my real name I started going by Riot after I left my pack." 

I smiled, "I love you Spencer. Now i will start a riot if you don't...." My tirade was ended when he placed his smiling lips on mine. He pulled away too soon and let me go, he took my arms from his neck and laughed when i growled at him, then he turned back to the food and began stirring. I walked to the bedroom still mad that he had pulled away. I decided to be a fox and strip naked, I put on my white lace thong and one of Riots oversized white t-shirts I went to the bathroom and brushed my hair and messed it up a bit before leaving the room and heading back to the kitchen. Riot was turning off the stove and making our plates, I walked over next to him and finished my plate. I poured the red sauce on my yellow linguine noodles, feeling Riot's eyes on me the whole time. I grabbed a slice of garlic bread on sat down on my stool, I started eating ignoring Riot's burning stare. I finally looked up at him, and gave him a "What?" look, making him growl lowly. I rolled my eyes and went back to my food, suddenly Riot was behind me, spinning me around in my stool.

"You said you wanted real food, Love. Dessert comes after dinner!" I said crossing my arms over my chest and crossing my legs. He growled his eyes going dark, I spun myself around and continued eating my food. Riot got the idea and growled as he fixed his plate. He came and sat next to me, and began eating his food. He was making a disgusted face at the noodles. I finished my dinner and walked my empty plate to the sink, I made sure I rinsed it thoroughly before setting it in the dishwasher. I began putting the extra food in plastic containers and setting them in the fridge. When Riot had finished eating, he aided me in putting everything away, and loading up the dishwasher. When we were done I tried walking to the living room but Riot picked me up bridal style and carried me to the bedroom. He set me on the bed and ripped off his shirt, his eyes had gone black, he took his face down to my p***y and ripped my thong off with his teeth.

"You have behaved very badly Allison." He growled before he bit down on my c**t. I cried out and ran my hand through his hair as he began to tongue f**k me. 

"Oh...GoooOOoood (GOD)! Spencer!" I squeaked as I came. Riot cleaned me and stood up, he unbuttoned his pants and I licked my lips. I sat up becoming eye level with his s*x. I looked up at him and he took his pants off, kissing my lips as he did so. He took his lips away and grabbed a handful of my hair, I put his giant c**k in my mouth and took his length, I pulled my head back and spit on his tip, he moaned in pleasure, then he began to thrust his c**k in and out. My saliva was dripping off of him as he pulled him self from my mouth. He leaned down and kissed my lips while pushing me back on the bed. He took his hand and slipped three fingers in my tight p***y, I cried out in both pain and pleasure as he moved them around inside me.

He pulled his hand out and positioned his super d**k at my entrance, he leaned down looking into my eyes.

"This is gonna be painful, it will be replaced by pleasure soon babe, I promise, but I need you to bear with me okay?"

"I love you Spencer and I am ready. I have been waiting on you since my eighteenth birthday." I said reassuringly with a smile. He smiled back and brought his face to the nape of my neck. I found my face in his too, we both bit down as he entered me. All of our emotions mixed and the pain was hardly there. I arched my back as a wave of pleasure stronger than anything I have ever felt washed over me. We both cleaned our marks as Riot began to move his body against mine. I grabbed his shoulders and moaned loudly as he began to move faster. 

"Oh god! So f*****g Tight!" Riot said as he f****d me hard. I wanted something new so I sat up startling Riot and he stopped thrusting. I moved and he fell out of me, he whimpered but i shifted on the bed and beckoned him over. I layed on my side my back facing him, he slid in behind me, I lifted my leg over his hip and took his erection and slid it back in my p***y. "My fearless little mate like to experiment. Such a turn on." Riot said against my neck as he began thrusting himself in and out of me. I came not too long after we had moved. Riot came in me at the same time, my p***y clenched around his massive c**k milking him dry.

"I Love you Spencer." Was the last thing I remember saying before I passed out.