TRIGGER WARNING: THIS CHAPTER HAS THEMES OF SELF HARM, SUICIDE, AND A MISCARRIAGE!!!
I was staring blankly at the sink and the rivers of red flowing down the drain. It had been so long since I had last felt the need to let the pain bleed out. I began to sway as I stood, I kept slicing, I had lost count of how many times I had brought the knife across my wrist now. I just kept watching the rivers flow. I barely heard the door open and someone talk to me; I closed my eyes and let the silent tears fall. I didn't care, I just wanted the pain to stop.
.........Zander POV..........
The last 2 days had been hell. Allison was like a zombie, she didn't talk or eat, she just layed in bed. I had been taking care of Lyric who looked so much like Spencer it hurt. I felt a pain on my wrist, it kept g
