Fraya I knew it would hurt, but I didn't expect it to feel like my soul is being torn in two. I kept myself together, forced myself to keep walking. I hate knowing that I had caused him this much pain, but this is nothing against the pain I would feel if he died. I can't go through this again, everyone I love seems to die and I just can't lose him too. I know it sounds crazy, but I have lost every single one of my family members, I have no more family left and somehow, I am always the one to survive, I am always the one that has to watch them die and I can't do it again. I hate Philip with every fiber of my being, he is the one that keeps taking my loved ones from me, he is the one that forces me to watch them die and I will take my revenge. I leave the hospital that is on the territory

