It's freezing. Somewhere between hating myself for what we did and feeling sorry, I fell asleep under the spray of the water. Shakingly, I pushed myself up and cut the water off. Everything hurts. The self-loathing part of me knows I deserve it but my body needs to get rid of the pain and it starts with getting up and getting warm.
The journey from the tub to the closet is very difficult. I can barely move any of my limbs. Trying to put on my clothes is another very difficult task. Once I was under the covers of my bed, my body began to relax. I didn't answer when there was a knock at the door. I don't have the energy to entertain anyone. How long has Young been trying to get in here? The door was finally opened after a few minutes. Probably with a spell because I'm pretty sure I
