ChapterFour

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A different choice Alora’s POV The world was still dark when I stepped onto the balcony. Before sunrise, the castle grounds lay shrouded in shadow, the only light coming from the distant torches was the light that lined the training fields. I wrapped my arms around myself and watched the warriors begin their morning drills. Dozens of wolves moved in perfect synchronization, their bodies glistening with sweat even in the cold pre-dawn air. “In my previous life I used to watch this from my window,” I whispered. “I’d sit there with a cup of tea, dreaming about becoming someone’s Luna…” I let out a quiet, bitter laugh.“When I should have been preparing to become the Alpha my own pack deserved.” I shook my head. “What a fool I was.” "You spent months picking out dresses," I whispered to myself, "months planning a wedding that never should have happened. While your enemies were sharpening their blades, you were practicing your smiles." I gripped the stone railing until my knuckles turned white. Not this time. I turned away from the balcony and marched back into my room. I pulled off my nightgown and reached for the leather training clothes I had prepared the night before. They were old and worn, but they fit perfectly. I tied my hair back in a tight knot and laced up my boots. When I looked in the mirror, I barely recognized the woman staring back at me. She looked determined, dangerous and ready. "Today," I said to my reflection, "everything changes." The training grounds were already buzzing with activity when I arrived. Warriors from every rank had gathered for the morning session. Alphas, betas, and deltas. Young wolves barely old enough to shift, training alongside seasoned veterans who had fought in a dozen battles. The sound of clashing swords and grunting bodies filled the air. Every single one of them stopped when they saw me. "Lady Alora?" One of the instructors, a grizzled wolf named Commander Rourke, stepped forward. "Is something wrong? Why are you here?" I lifted my chin. "I'm here to train, Commander." He blinked. "Train? My lady, with all due respect, this is not…" "I know what this is," I strode past him and grabbed a practice sword from the rack. "I know how to fight, and I've trained with you before. Remember?" "I remember you practiced for two weeks before your mother decided it was unbecoming of a lady." Rourke's voice was carefully neutral, and "that was three years ago." "Then it's time I practiced again." He studied me for a long moment, his sharp eyes scanning my face. Whatever he saw there must have convinced him, because he finally nodded and gestured toward the training circle. "Very well, but don't expect me to go easy on you." I smiled grimly, "I wasn't counting on it." The first hour was brutal. My body had forgotten what it felt like to push itself to the limit. My muscles screamed in protest. My lungs burned with every breath, and by the time we finished the warm-up drills, I was already drenched in sweat. But I didn't stop. Every time I swung my sword, I saw Nysera's face. Every time I blocked an attack, I felt the silver blade piercing my side. Every time I stumbled, I heard her laughter echoing in my ears. "You were never his greatest love, you were his greatest advantage." "No!" I screamed, driving my practice sword into the training dummy with enough force to crack the wooden frame. "I won't die like that again!" The training ground went silent. I stood there, chest heaving, my hands shaking with exhaustion and rage. The dummy lay in pieces at my feet. My fingers were raw and bleeding, the leather wrappings torn from my grip. "Lady Alora?" Commander Rourke approached carefully, his hands raised. "Are you alright?" I forced myself to take a deep breath, "I'm fine. I just...I need to keep going." "Maybe you should take a break." "No!" The word came out harsher than intended. I softened my voice, "no, I need to keep going. Please, I need to be stronger." Rourke studied me for a long moment, something unreadable flickering in his eyes. Then he nodded slowly. "Alright, but you're pushing too hard. You'll injure yourself if you don't pace properly." "I know," I said quietly, "but I can't afford to pace." By noon, I was barely standing. My hands were covered in blisters, my muscles ached with every movement, and my wolf was exhausted, curled up somewhere deep inside me, demanding rest. But I had made progress. The other warriors had stopped staring at me. They had started treating me like one of them, offering tips and corrections instead of pitying glances. Commander Rourke had stopped holding back, throwing everything he had at me during our sparring sessions. "You're not bad," he admitted grudgingly as we finished our final round. "Rusty, but not bad.” “Where did you learn to fight like that?" I wiped the sweat from my brow. "I've been practicing." "In your dreams?" "Something like that." He chuckled, shaking his head. "Well, if you want to keep training, I won't stop you, but you should know, the elders are asking questions. They're not used to seeing a future Luna covered in bruises." "Let them ask." I picked up my practice sword and swung it experimentally. "I don't care what they think." Rourke raised an eyebrow. "That's... not the answer I expected from you." "Then you never really knew me." The council meeting was already in progress when I arrived. I slipped into the room quietly, taking a seat in the corner where I could observe everything without drawing too much attention. My father, Alpha Valor, sat at the head of the table surrounded by his advisors. Their voices were low and serious, discussing the upcoming alliance. "The military benefits alone are undeniable," Elder Marlow said, his face flushed with excitement. "The Valkrynd Dominion has the largest standing army in the werewolf world, and with their support, no one would dare threaten our borders." "And the economic advantages," Elder Fendrel added. "Trade routes, resources, and access to territories we've never been able to reach before. This marriage could transform our pack into one of the wealthiest in the region." I listened carefully, remembering how in my previous life I had smiled and nodded along to every word. I had been so blinded by excitement that I hadn't noticed the things I was noticing now. The way Elder Marlow's eyes darted toward the door every few seconds. The way Elder Fendrel's fingers drummed nervously against the table. The way some council members exchanged glances I couldn't quite read. "Have you considered alternative alliances?" I asked suddenly. The room went silent. Every head turned toward me, my father's eyes widened in surprise. The elders looked at me like I had grown a second head. "Alternative alliances?" Elder Marlow repeated slowly. "What alternative alliances?" "I mean," I said carefully, "have we explored all our options? Are there no other powerful packs we could align with? Other Alphas who might offer us protection without requiring a marriage?" "There's no one else," Elder Fendrel said firmly. "The Valkrynd Dominion is the only choice. The only logical choice, and we would be fools to pass up this opportunity." "But what if…" "Lady Alora," my father's voice was sharp. "We appreciate your interest, but this is a council matter. Perhaps you should focus on preparing for the welcoming ceremony." I wanted to argue, I wanted to scream, but Instead, I pressed my lips together and nodded. "Of course, Father. I apologize for interrupting." He nodded, satisfied, and turned back to the other elders. The discussion continued, but I barely heard it because I was too busy watching. Watching the way Elder Marlow's hand drifted toward his pocket. Watching the way he pulled out a folded document, glanced at it quickly, and then held it over the candle flame. "Elder Marlow," I said loudly. "What are you burning?" The room went silent again. Marlow's face went pale. "I... nothing, just old notes. It’s nothing important." "That didn't look like old notes." I rose to my feet. "That looked like a document you didn't want anyone else to read." "Alora!" My father's voice was sharper this time. "That's enough." "Father, I think…" "I said enough." He rose to his feet, his eyes blazing. "You will not speak to the elders in that tone when you are not even a member of this council. You are a future Luna who should be focused on her duties, not meddling in matters she doesn't understand." I opened my mouth to argue, then closed it again. He was right. Technically, In this timeline, I was just a young wolf with no experience in politics. No one would take me seriously if I pushed too hard. I would have to be smarter. "I apologize," I said quietly. "It won't happen again." Back in my room, I sat on the edge of my bed and stared at the wooden chest sitting on the floor. I had ignored it for two days, afraid of what I might feel if I opened it. But now, with the memory of Elder Marlow's burning document fresh in my mind, I knew I couldn't avoid it any longer. I lifted the lid and reached inside. Letters…Dozens of them, tied with ribbon and smelling faintly of sandalwood. “These used to mean everything to me,” I whispered. “I read them until I knew every word by heart… all because I thought I knew the man who wrote them.” I opened the first letter and murmured under my breath, “this time, I’ll read them with new eyes.” I frowned as I read. My dearest Alora, I find myself thinking of you constantly. I know we have only exchanged a few letters, but I feel as though I already know you. Your spirit, your grace, the way you described the moonlit gardens outside your window. I imagine you standing there, bathed in silver light, and I wish I could be beside you. I hope you will forgive my boldness, it is not in my nature to speak so openly. But something about you makes me want to share everything; my thoughts, my dreams, and my fears. I will see you soon, I promise. With all my heart, Caius. I read it again, then again, and then again. “These words…I whispered as my eyes scanned the page, they’re gentle, respectful, and full of quiet admiration. There was nothing in them that suggested manipulation or deceit. Nothing that hinted at political schemes or hidden agendas.” “I can’t let my emotions fool me this time.” Without another glance, I threw the letter into the fireplace. The paper caught instantly, curling and blackening as the flames consumed it. I watched the ink dissolve, the words disappearing into ash. "Liar," I whispered. "You were lying the whole time." But even as I said it, I wasn't sure I believed it. I reached for another letter, then another, then another. I threw them all into the fire, one by one, watching my past burn away. Tears streamed down my face. I hated that I was crying, and I hated that part of me that still loved the man who had written those words. Before the final letter burned completely, I noticed something. A symbol pressed into the wax seal. I had never paid attention to it before. It was small and intricate, depicting a crescent moon with three stars arranged in a triangle. "What is that?" I whispered, pulling the letter back from the flames. I extinguished the fire and examined the seal more closely. The symbol wasn't Caius’ personal crest. I had seen his crest before, a roaring wolf's head with crossed swords beneath it. This was different and it was something I had never seen in my previous life. I had to find out what it meant. The castle archives were cold and dusty, filled with ancient tomes and crumbling scrolls. The elderly archivist, Master Orin, peered at me through thick spectacles as I approached his desk. "Lady Alora," he said, his voice crackling like dry leaves. "What brings you to my humble domain?" "I need to identify a symbol." I placed the letter on his desk. "This wax seal, do you recognize it?" He examined it carefully, his brow furrowing. "You're curious, very curious." "Have you seen it before?" "No," he shook his head slowly. "I'm afraid I don't recognize it.” "Could you look it up? There must be records somewhere." Orin was quiet for a long moment. "There used to be records," he said finally. "But many of them disappeared years ago under mysterious circumstances." My blood ran cold. "What do you mean, mysterious circumstances?" "I mean..." He lowered his voice conspiratorially. "There was a fire in the archive wing fifteen years ago. Many important documents were lost, and the elders claimed it was an accident, but…" But before he could finish, the door burst open. A messenger stumbled inside, his face flushed and panicked. "Lady Alora! My lady, I have urgent news!" "What is it?" "Scouts have reported unusual movement along the northern border. Large numbers, and they are heading this way." I froze. In my previous life, those disturbances had happened months later. Months after the wedding, when Nysera was already making her move. "Why now?" I whispered, "why are they moving now?" The messenger shook his head, "I don't know, my lady. But the elders are meeting and they want you to join them." I turned away, my mind racing. "Lady Alora?" The messenger looked worried. "Are you alright?" "No," I admitted, "but I will be alright." I walked out of the archive into the corridor, my heart pounding in my chest. The Moon Goddess had warned me that nothing would unfold exactly as before. But if the future was changing, who was changing it? And immediately the manor erupted into chaos. Servants rushed through the corridors, carrying linens and candles and supplies for the guest chambers. Warriors reinforced the security posts. Elders huddled in corners, discussing the implications of the early border movements. And through it all, I stood on the balcony overlooking the main road. In the distance, torches moved through the darkness. The advance scouts announced Caius’s approach. He was coming days earlier than before and I had no idea what to expect. "Lady Alora?" A guard stepped onto the balcony and bowed. "Alpha caius's procession has arrived at the gates." My heart stopped. "Thank you," I said quietly. "I'll be there in a moment." The guard nodded and left. I gripped the railing so hard my blistered hands screamed in protest. I had thought I was prepared for this. I had thought I had buried my feelings with my old life. But as I watched those torches approaching through the darkness, I realized the truth. Seeing caius again might even be harder than dying. "Moon Goddess," I whispered. "Give me strength. I'm going to need it." I released the railing and walked toward the great hall. It was time to face my future.
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